Sep 16, 2009 12:11
My mom's cancer may be back.
She went for her check up and there are two more masses in the other boob. They did an ultrasound so now we're waiting for those results and will proceed from there.
Positive thinking as much as possible. Any prayers, thoughts would be much appreciated. I don't think I can stay out here again if my mom has to go through radiation/and/or Chemo. I'll want to go home and be with her through that.
I'm just sick to my stomach and feel like I can't breathe. If only there was something that I could do to help. I feel so helpless.
She knew on Monday but didn't tell me till today and finally caved because she felt like she was hiding something from me. I kept it together on the phone with her. It is her birthday today after all but afterward I started crying and I'm like on the brink of tears constantly right now. Trying to keep my mind on other things as much as possible.