I cant run away...
I don't know why I do this stuff to me. It makes me hate myself more and more. :\
Tonight was really fun.
-drama
Im over EVERYTHING.
&
I'am and I don't care what anyone has to say. I need to think about my fucking self for a change. I don't want to be around anyone anymore besides a few certain people.
Adrian is the best person to talk to. because HE listens to me, and at least he pretends he is,and he looks at me when I talk, and everything. I love that. I dont know, tonight was fun hanging out with him, no wonder hes my favorite. Hes wayyy sweet too. yea yea I likeeeeyyyyy him. yea yea... im embarassed. I hate saying I like someone I guess. Im shy about that stuff.
OH and ps. If your reading this... sorry for being all jfhjdshfdsj weird tonight if I was any... and being 'negitive, I just feeeeeeeel sooo bad. I was myself... But not myself tonight, yah know... Im sorreyyyyy. but your wondahful. you made me have a fun night. :]
Ima try and sleep. :\
Tonight was really fun.
-drama
Im over EVERYTHING.
&
I'am and I don't care what anyone has to say. I need to think about my fucking self for a change. I don't want to be around anyone anymore besides a few certain people.
Adrian is the best person to talk to. because HE listens to me, and at least he pretends he is,and he looks at me when I talk, and everything. I love that. I dont know, tonight was fun hanging out with him, no wonder hes my favorite. Hes wayyy sweet too. yea yea I likeeeeyyyyy him. yea yea... im embarassed. I hate saying I like someone I guess. Im shy about that stuff.
OH and ps. If your reading this... sorry for being all jfhjdshfdsj weird tonight if I was any... and being 'negitive, I just feeeeeeeel sooo bad. I was myself... But not myself tonight, yah know... Im sorreyyyyy. but your wondahful. you made me have a fun night. :]
Ima try and sleep. :\