Master Hacker skills GO13sugarsNovember 6 2009, 00:19:39 UTC
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[Should he say anything? Really? The last statement seemed to strike through his heart like a needle. And the idea that no one would be left to mourn...]
I don't care if it's fair. You've repented enough, and I'm going to Hell anyway, so if I can help keep you from it, then I shall. That's all there is to it.
.. Abel, please don't say that. You already suffer enough.
You would take something as important as my repentance away from me? I've worked so hard... to get this far. Even if I do go to Hell, I'll go on the knowledge that I still tried, that I made an effort. I won't have someone fall before me and take what I deserve.
It's not suffering to mourn. It's sadness. Human emotion. The ability to feel it isn't a burden to me.
It would be an honor to remember you in that way and remember your life.
I've told you a dozen times that I'm cruel. If it would mean keeping you from the flames, then yes, I would. I'm no stranger to anger or hatred-- hate me for my selfishness. I will go to any lengths, do any base thing, for the sake of the few precious people that I can still love.
[Should he say anything? Really? The last statement seemed to strike through his heart like a needle. And the idea that no one would be left to mourn...]
... ... You must not say such things.
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... I'm not...
[There's a sigh.]
I'm not upset with you.
... My sins are my own to deal with, my own to pay for. It isn't fair that you should burn for my transgressions.
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And if it means anything, I would mourn for you.
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.. Abel, please don't say that. You already suffer enough.
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It's not suffering to mourn. It's sadness. Human emotion. The ability to feel it isn't a burden to me.
It would be an honor to remember you in that way and remember your life.
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But I'll let you know now, I don't believe there is a thing that you could do to save me.
I have... an eternity to do it. Perhaps somewhere along those lines, I'll find what I'm looking for.
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I still intend to try. I hope that you find what you need, though, Abel. I truly do.
Anyway, this is-- it's a morbid topic. Please forget that you read this. I was only musing.
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... If that is what would make you happy.
It... it is. My apologies for looking into this... I suppose I only have my curiosity to blame.
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It's all right. I should have put it to paper if I really wanted to put my thoughts into words, but I didn't want to waste it on such foolish things.
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Please... take care of yourself, Cesare.
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When did I get a line?
[BAW. Don't mind him, overreacting.]
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