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Master Hacker skills GO 13sugars November 6 2009, 00:19:39 UTC
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[Should he say anything? Really? The last statement seemed to strike through his heart like a needle. And the idea that no one would be left to mourn...]

... ... You must not say such things.

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hispoisonsmile November 6 2009, 00:22:59 UTC
I knew I should have put this to paper, instead. You weren't meant to see it, Abel. Please don't be upset.

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13sugars November 6 2009, 00:26:14 UTC
[You really should have, Abel's so nosey sometimes]

... I'm not...

[There's a sigh.]

I'm not upset with you.

... My sins are my own to deal with, my own to pay for. It isn't fair that you should burn for my transgressions.

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And if it means anything, I would mourn for you.

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hispoisonsmile November 6 2009, 06:01:57 UTC
I don't care if it's fair. You've repented enough, and I'm going to Hell anyway, so if I can help keep you from it, then I shall. That's all there is to it.

.. Abel, please don't say that. You already suffer enough.

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13sugars November 6 2009, 06:10:52 UTC
You would take something as important as my repentance away from me? I've worked so hard... to get this far. Even if I do go to Hell, I'll go on the knowledge that I still tried, that I made an effort. I won't have someone fall before me and take what I deserve.

It's not suffering to mourn. It's sadness. Human emotion. The ability to feel it isn't a burden to me.

It would be an honor to remember you in that way and remember your life.

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hispoisonsmile November 6 2009, 06:23:00 UTC
I've told you a dozen times that I'm cruel. If it would mean keeping you from the flames, then yes, I would. I'm no stranger to anger or hatred-- hate me for my selfishness. I will go to any lengths, do any base thing, for the sake of the few precious people that I can still love.

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13sugars November 6 2009, 06:27:07 UTC
... I will never hate you.

But I'll let you know now, I don't believe there is a thing that you could do to save me.

I have... an eternity to do it. Perhaps somewhere along those lines, I'll find what I'm looking for.

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hispoisonsmile November 6 2009, 06:39:43 UTC
.. You keep saying that. I You have no idea how badly I want to believe you.

I still intend to try. I hope that you find what you need, though, Abel. I truly do.

Anyway, this is-- it's a morbid topic. Please forget that you read this. I was only musing.

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13sugars November 6 2009, 06:43:09 UTC
I mean it every time.

... If that is what would make you happy.

It... it is. My apologies for looking into this... I suppose I only have my curiosity to blame.

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hispoisonsmile November 6 2009, 06:49:42 UTC
.. I believe that you do.

It's all right. I should have put it to paper if I really wanted to put my thoughts into words, but I didn't want to waste it on such foolish things.

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13sugars November 6 2009, 06:53:06 UTC
I'll try to stay away from the things that you lock.

Please... take care of yourself, Cesare.

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hispoisonsmile November 6 2009, 06:56:25 UTC
I always try. You get that line between your brows when you think I look poorly, and I don't particularly enjoy causing that.

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13sugars November 6 2009, 06:59:58 UTC
... I have a line?

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hispoisonsmile November 6 2009, 07:08:27 UTC
You have a line, dear Abel. Don't worry, I still think you're lovely even with the line.

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13sugars November 6 2009, 07:11:21 UTC
[CAIN DIDN'T HAVE LINES]

When did I get a line?

[BAW. Don't mind him, overreacting.]

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hispoisonsmile November 6 2009, 07:13:28 UTC
It's not an age-line, silly, so don't panic.

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