This inactivity is maddening. I'm grateful for how human I am now, but at the same time.. I despise how long it takes now to heal. The pain seems to grow worse every day.
Perhaps I will die like this, after all-- and be returned to life again by sadistic science. A terrible repeat performance of suffering and brief, sweet oblivion. How morbid.
I look a complete fright. I will be so glad to get rid of these bandages. It would be so very nice, sometimes, if the human body healed faster. Patience has ever been one of my failings, I fear. I much prefer to be moving and busy.
I do at least have some minor entertainment. I've moved from Japanese to German, though even translations seem a bit exhausting right now.
Troublesome, troublesome.