Sep 03, 2004 12:49
Hey guys... You know when you have a decision you need to make. But you don't want to make it? You know for a fact that when you do though everything will calm down and if it was the right decision you'll be happy... Well how do you know what the right decision is? How do you know that what you think is the right thing is the right thing? Do you trust your head or trust your heart? And what if your heart doesnt know either? And then theres the people its gonna effect. Your decisions dont only effect you. I really need to make up my mind. But theres this thing. Right...what if i do make up my mind and the way i chose to go, decides for good, that it doesnt want me. What do i do then? I don't only lose what i have now, but i lose all my confidence, all my heart and all my ablilty to trust the decisions i make for myself. What if the decision i make ends up hurting others more then me? Why can't i just be supergirl for real? I mean i dont need to have the strength as much as the common sense. It's a nice thing to have. I miss my friends. I miss the way things used to be in school. When relationships were easy and fun and you saw the people that cared about you everyday. I don't wanna grow up. I don't anyone else to either. I want everyone to stay the same. Fun and young and as happy as i can make them. Which hopefully is very happy! So help me out and send your smiles. I'm counting how many i get. So don't slack on me guys!!! Supergirls needs you!!!
I need your advise please you guys.