6 months

Dec 08, 2007 10:22

Funny how much your life can change in 6 months. For the most part it has flown by. now looking back, I just don't know how I have gotten thru these past 6 months without Jimmy. I miss him more and more everyday. The more things change, the more I want them to stay the same. I keep thinking this is all a bad dream and I will wake up, but no this is real life. And I am awake, and alone. I have my family and my friends, my kids and my pets. But I don't have my husband anymore and he is he one who I want the most..
I hope I can find the strength within me to continue, even without him. My heart is heavy with sorrow. I just can't seem to get past this stage of grieving..
Maybe I am just not ready to face the reality that he is gone and is never coming back. One day I will be able to think about him and not well up with tears, but not today..Six months ago my life was forever changed..
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