I feel much better.
Today was a much better day. I still had a rough night, but a much better day. Just one stupid couple to deal with. But whatever, I don't like her sister either.
Went shopping for food, Alessa slept in the mei tai, and I got a lot done. Best investment ever! Don't know how I made it 6.5 months without it. If I have another from day one!
Hopefully tomorrow, well today, won't be hell. It's busy at work and I don't want to deal with dumbness.
Addition: Steven says that she knows who he is. It's no stranger anxiety. He says she was crying because she couldn't see him in the dark. Unfortunately for him it wasn't dark, Alessa can see in that light, she can see with minimal light who someone is. He just doesn't spend enough time with her and finds reasons not to. For instance, instead of watching UFC on MTV, and my going to Kroger because of that, he could have spent it with her. And this is to be every Saturday apparently. Saturday is a good day because I'm not usually working and if I do it's a short span. So I don't care to hear it anymore. Work all week, work the weekends then find excuses. I'm not putting my feet forward anymore because I'm not the only one who should have to do all the work.
So no, she doesn't know who her dad is. She's seen him hardly every compared to me, her Nana and honestly her whole family on my side.