ill get back to this.....and dance!
do you ever wish you could be someone entirely different? have a different life, with different friends, a different job, a different house, and lots of money to do whatever you want EVER?
im feeling that way now. i need a new phase. a new space. a new life.
i want to throw away everything i own, and re-purchase what i need and live somewhere new and far away. im sick of what i have become accustomed to. im sick of the way i feel all the time, whether happy or sad. it almost seems no different anymore.
i dunno. im rambling now. maybe all i need is some space. some organization. some cleaning and renewing to be done. maybe that will come in the weeks and months to come. so many turning points in my life are soon to come. im happy about that. i welcome change alot right now... maybe ill just pick up and move somewhere like florida or idaho or somewhere really really far like europe or enlgand. that would be refreshing. i will not tell anyone i am leaving, just one day ill be gone, w/ a new phone number and new address and no way of contacting me. how great that would feel?
wow.
this is my mood right now. maybe ill update later.... since i never do, i owe you guys :P
im feeling that way now. i need a new phase. a new space. a new life.
i want to throw away everything i own, and re-purchase what i need and live somewhere new and far away. im sick of what i have become accustomed to. im sick of the way i feel all the time, whether happy or sad. it almost seems no different anymore.
i dunno. im rambling now. maybe all i need is some space. some organization. some cleaning and renewing to be done. maybe that will come in the weeks and months to come. so many turning points in my life are soon to come. im happy about that. i welcome change alot right now... maybe ill just pick up and move somewhere like florida or idaho or somewhere really really far like europe or enlgand. that would be refreshing. i will not tell anyone i am leaving, just one day ill be gone, w/ a new phone number and new address and no way of contacting me. how great that would feel?
wow.
this is my mood right now. maybe ill update later.... since i never do, i owe you guys :P