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An update because I haven't for a while, and because I ought to be revising for tomorrow's exam and we all know that's not much fun. Descartes seems to be popping up everywhere in this module, and I know that'll confuse me seeing as I found it hard enough to distinguish between miracles/Teleological Argument last week.
It's finally summer (it was raining so much that I've turned desperately eco-friendly, I wish more things I owned were solar-powered) and that means skirts and parks! This year's soundtrack includes;
... yeah it's a slow start.
As usual I'm obsessing over reinvention. I want to bleach my hair so much because I look like a bloody Atomic Kitten, but my mother donated this hair to me when I was destroying myself over Jack and it's not her fault she shelled out the bucks for crap hair. Maybe I should wait for America (we leave for Dallas July 11th!!). Maybe not. Maybe after tomorrow's exam I'll be calm enough to start doing things and not worrying that I should be working instead.
Mmph, if my bank balance allows I might go buy some bleach tomorrow and get my tragus/lip done on Thursday. Hmm, but I need petrol money and I NEED NEED NEED to wash my car (poor baby) - although I suppose I could save myself £4 and do it by hand - and possibly more clothes/sunglasses/other travel essentials.
Damn lucky Jack's back and in full time employment again now isn't it? And it's not like last time, when he was working all day and I was lying in bed feeling broken-hearted and sorry for myself and waiting to go pick him up. Now I get time to myself, to see my friends or go shopping or (gosh forbid) work. And instead of The End meaning him buggering off to Thailand/Fiji/New Zealand, it now means we're off, hand-in-hand aux Etats Unis!
I need a good but inexpensive digicam - can anyone recommend one?
I'm excited about university because I want my old personality back. I want to be interesting and interested again, and I think perhaps independence will help with that. It all went wrong after That Fateful Summer, when I retreated back into the comfort of family/Jack. I'm a lot happier, more excited now. But I cannae wait for more freedom, more chances to do stupid things. And life after uni can be whatever I want it to be. Hell yeah!
Oh but I'm going to miss my kitties so.