? woooah... i had forgotten about this silly thing!
well, i just remembered that i actually DO have a livejournal... and, since i remember it... i might as well post in it :) hrmmmmm les see here... what to say? what to say?
well, school = not going so well this semester, ended up dropping all but 2 classes... one of which was because it wouldnt allow me to drop it >.< and the other was because im actually passing that one as far as i know ^.^ .... but, that was at OCC ... currently i am planning on going to schoolcraft to start in on a culinary degree next semester. hopefully that goes well!
homelife is ok, still living with my parets *sigh* ... it's necessarry due to financial restraints and such, so i can deal with it... but i really really really really really want a place of my own, or mayyybe, some friend(s) to share one with.
love life? essentially, figure it as there being none. the occasional cuddle here and there (which, i am always up for) have become less and less frequent due to those people being either, already taken and un-cuddle-able, too far away, or posssssibly getting the wrong expectations out of cuddling with me :( but! that's ok, i am *decently* happy where i am right now with it, even though i would adore having a relationship again, seeing as how i kinda miss having a real relationship like that with someone. any takers?? hehehe just kidding... ... or am i? OoOOOOOooOOOoo
mental state? better then it was a while ago. i had my bouts of depression and bleh times, but, i am thankfully over with those and back to being what most people would probably consider being the "real me". which, is a very good thing because i can once again laugh, smile, and be generally in a good mood for real, not that fake stuff i do to hide insecurities or saddness from those i care about... that becomes annoying having to do, and i have basically decided to not do it again unless absolutely necessarry.
as far as my employment is concerned, i am still at Papa Romano's ... the place that i hate with such a burning passion that i can barely stand to be there for 4 minutes without getting pissed off at being there (and i dont get angry easily most of the time) .. but ... since this month is kinda hectic with days off and stuff, i am going to bolster my defenses... try to get as many hours as i can in this month of december... and hopefully work on getting some money for the upcoming month since... i have becometh broketh. starting january it is definitly job hunting time with no procrastination... assuming that i can quell my ever so ready talent of procrastination that is... ...
well, that be me current life in a nut shell... or... possibly a coconut shell, we haven't quite figured out which one it is... but since i dont really like coconut, we shall assume that its a nut, and leave it at that.
as a sidenote, i miss getting emails from things that arent trying to sell me something, or get me to join the army (something that i have considered, but doubt i reall will look into).... ... ... so... someone should send me some love via the internet mail box.
hishikiroda@hotmail.com
ooohhh yea... for those that dont know and would lke to talk to me on AIM, my old screenname hishikiroda doesnt work anymore for some reason, so i have reverted to one of my alternates bitemytummy feel free to IM me and say ello!
now, after this long ass thing that i have typed... i have to figure out what the hell i am going to do with the rest of my day before i have to work at 4pm. if you will excuse me i think i am going to draw and possibly work out afterwards. good day, and may you never spill pop on your pants and then walk outside when the wind blows strong!
well, school = not going so well this semester, ended up dropping all but 2 classes... one of which was because it wouldnt allow me to drop it >.< and the other was because im actually passing that one as far as i know ^.^ .... but, that was at OCC ... currently i am planning on going to schoolcraft to start in on a culinary degree next semester. hopefully that goes well!
homelife is ok, still living with my parets *sigh* ... it's necessarry due to financial restraints and such, so i can deal with it... but i really really really really really want a place of my own, or mayyybe, some friend(s) to share one with.
love life? essentially, figure it as there being none. the occasional cuddle here and there (which, i am always up for) have become less and less frequent due to those people being either, already taken and un-cuddle-able, too far away, or posssssibly getting the wrong expectations out of cuddling with me :( but! that's ok, i am *decently* happy where i am right now with it, even though i would adore having a relationship again, seeing as how i kinda miss having a real relationship like that with someone. any takers?? hehehe just kidding... ... or am i? OoOOOOOooOOOoo
mental state? better then it was a while ago. i had my bouts of depression and bleh times, but, i am thankfully over with those and back to being what most people would probably consider being the "real me". which, is a very good thing because i can once again laugh, smile, and be generally in a good mood for real, not that fake stuff i do to hide insecurities or saddness from those i care about... that becomes annoying having to do, and i have basically decided to not do it again unless absolutely necessarry.
as far as my employment is concerned, i am still at Papa Romano's ... the place that i hate with such a burning passion that i can barely stand to be there for 4 minutes without getting pissed off at being there (and i dont get angry easily most of the time) .. but ... since this month is kinda hectic with days off and stuff, i am going to bolster my defenses... try to get as many hours as i can in this month of december... and hopefully work on getting some money for the upcoming month since... i have becometh broketh. starting january it is definitly job hunting time with no procrastination... assuming that i can quell my ever so ready talent of procrastination that is... ...
well, that be me current life in a nut shell... or... possibly a coconut shell, we haven't quite figured out which one it is... but since i dont really like coconut, we shall assume that its a nut, and leave it at that.
as a sidenote, i miss getting emails from things that arent trying to sell me something, or get me to join the army (something that i have considered, but doubt i reall will look into).... ... ... so... someone should send me some love via the internet mail box.
hishikiroda@hotmail.com
ooohhh yea... for those that dont know and would lke to talk to me on AIM, my old screenname hishikiroda doesnt work anymore for some reason, so i have reverted to one of my alternates bitemytummy feel free to IM me and say ello!
now, after this long ass thing that i have typed... i have to figure out what the hell i am going to do with the rest of my day before i have to work at 4pm. if you will excuse me i think i am going to draw and possibly work out afterwards. good day, and may you never spill pop on your pants and then walk outside when the wind blows strong!