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alright you guys... its been a while since i have updated, but, since this is a kinda special occasion then i have decided to grace ya'all with some info. now there are 2 important things currently in place (although one happened last night... so its not really "current").
:::AS FOR LAST NIGHT:::
david finally got me drunk like he wanted to. it was pretty fun, lemme tell you. we decided that i was to get drunk and such... since i wanted to, and david wanted to see what i would be like when i got drunk. so here we were riding our bikes down bouge street and we decided that we wanted to walk up and down grand river and find some drunk people or at least someone with a party (ie; drunk people). so as we come up onto the 7-11 on the corner (cause there is a seven eleven on the corner), i saw a girl standing with her dog. i told david that i wanted to pet the dog, so we stopped, and i asked if i could pet the dog. the girl said "sure, but careful he is a really mean dog and chances are that he will bite you. and he's not mine so i dont know how well he will act". her friend was in the atm and she was holding the dog for her. so i petted the dog, the friend came over and we were all talking for a little bit when the fact came up that i wanted to get drunk and had'nt drunk anything before. after hearing this they promptly decided that i was to get drunk.
so we went back to their dorm and drank some stuff in a friend of hers' room. we had smirnoff twister orange, and bacardi... all mixed in with some pop or orange juice. i did a shot too. that stuff is seriously gross. :( but after a while i got tipsy and was like... i wonder if im drunk yet. i realized later that i hadnt been drunk. apparently when i am drunk, im like me... but more friendly, and talkative. im not too suprised. being talkative isnt exactly one of my bad suits. there was a girl there that was drunk (drunker then me) and she kept on wanting to kiss me, and trying to kiss me... but i was like, "no i have a girlfriend. and you have a boyfriend. bad." so therefore i sucessfully avoided cheating, well, i danced with her... but i dont think that was cheating cause i couldnt even dance straight and we didnt do anything but dance. either way... it was a lot of fun and i got into a big ol' conversation about politics with a guy named charlie (just like my first chicken). after that me and david left and rode our bikes back to his dorm... that was kinda fun, dangerous... ... ... but fun none-the-less. upon reaching his dorm i had to pull him off of the futon so i could sleep there, and then i went and prayed to the porcelin goddess for a couple of minutes and then went to sleep on the futon. upon waking up... i felt semi-decent, but kinda queasy. i still feel kinda queezy, but its kinda like you feel after you barf... all shakey and stuff. but for lunch/breakfast i had some roast beef, and some potatoes... and some juice. and that is all im havin for a lil bit.
that is my amazing story of my drunkeness.. apparently, for the amount i drank, and the fact that i was never drunk before... they were all suprised that i wasnt puking all night and passed out on the floor. david is kinda proud of me for doing so well, and im kinda proud that i handled it so well my first time. but i definitly dont like the whole morning after thing. not cool, but i guess it could be worse... i dont really have a hangover, or at least, not a bad one.
:::AS FOR MY CURRENT SITUATION:::
i have decided that i really dont want a girlfriend at the moment. i feel really really really bad about it. but i dont want one, which means that i am going to have to dump becky. she wont like it... but i think i have to otherwise im not taking my own advice. i want to focus more on school rather then a girlfriend, and i dont think i want a relationship right now.
so i just need to think of a good way to tell her. cause i know she wont like it,i dont really like it... but i think it has to be done, otherwise im going to just not be happy. so, wish me luck. and i will talk to you all later since i should be online more.
:::AS FOR LAST NIGHT:::
david finally got me drunk like he wanted to. it was pretty fun, lemme tell you. we decided that i was to get drunk and such... since i wanted to, and david wanted to see what i would be like when i got drunk. so here we were riding our bikes down bouge street and we decided that we wanted to walk up and down grand river and find some drunk people or at least someone with a party (ie; drunk people). so as we come up onto the 7-11 on the corner (cause there is a seven eleven on the corner), i saw a girl standing with her dog. i told david that i wanted to pet the dog, so we stopped, and i asked if i could pet the dog. the girl said "sure, but careful he is a really mean dog and chances are that he will bite you. and he's not mine so i dont know how well he will act". her friend was in the atm and she was holding the dog for her. so i petted the dog, the friend came over and we were all talking for a little bit when the fact came up that i wanted to get drunk and had'nt drunk anything before. after hearing this they promptly decided that i was to get drunk.
so we went back to their dorm and drank some stuff in a friend of hers' room. we had smirnoff twister orange, and bacardi... all mixed in with some pop or orange juice. i did a shot too. that stuff is seriously gross. :( but after a while i got tipsy and was like... i wonder if im drunk yet. i realized later that i hadnt been drunk. apparently when i am drunk, im like me... but more friendly, and talkative. im not too suprised. being talkative isnt exactly one of my bad suits. there was a girl there that was drunk (drunker then me) and she kept on wanting to kiss me, and trying to kiss me... but i was like, "no i have a girlfriend. and you have a boyfriend. bad." so therefore i sucessfully avoided cheating, well, i danced with her... but i dont think that was cheating cause i couldnt even dance straight and we didnt do anything but dance. either way... it was a lot of fun and i got into a big ol' conversation about politics with a guy named charlie (just like my first chicken). after that me and david left and rode our bikes back to his dorm... that was kinda fun, dangerous... ... ... but fun none-the-less. upon reaching his dorm i had to pull him off of the futon so i could sleep there, and then i went and prayed to the porcelin goddess for a couple of minutes and then went to sleep on the futon. upon waking up... i felt semi-decent, but kinda queasy. i still feel kinda queezy, but its kinda like you feel after you barf... all shakey and stuff. but for lunch/breakfast i had some roast beef, and some potatoes... and some juice. and that is all im havin for a lil bit.
that is my amazing story of my drunkeness.. apparently, for the amount i drank, and the fact that i was never drunk before... they were all suprised that i wasnt puking all night and passed out on the floor. david is kinda proud of me for doing so well, and im kinda proud that i handled it so well my first time. but i definitly dont like the whole morning after thing. not cool, but i guess it could be worse... i dont really have a hangover, or at least, not a bad one.
:::AS FOR MY CURRENT SITUATION:::
i have decided that i really dont want a girlfriend at the moment. i feel really really really bad about it. but i dont want one, which means that i am going to have to dump becky. she wont like it... but i think i have to otherwise im not taking my own advice. i want to focus more on school rather then a girlfriend, and i dont think i want a relationship right now.
so i just need to think of a good way to tell her. cause i know she wont like it,i dont really like it... but i think it has to be done, otherwise im going to just not be happy. so, wish me luck. and i will talk to you all later since i should be online more.