I LIKE NUTS
Man, fuck it.
This is too much stress.
I don't want to be a domme. I mean, i do, but there are way too many creeps, pervs and wankers out there. Doing this for 2 weeks has been enough, I'm just not cut out to do this. Well, maybe I am, but not in the mental state I've been in. I need to get better before i can take on people sucking out my life energy.
Good money, though.
So I've lost 20 pounds so far.
only another 40 to go! yay!
My shrink said he might give me diet pills.
I suppose that made me kind of excited, because when asking any other doctor, they without fail say "fuck no!"
So a maybe was nice!
I love Derek.
I miss doing things. I miss going out. I miss feeling social. I miss being cool. I miss having energy.
blllahhhhhhhh why is myspace firewalled at my work?!?!?
poop.
This is too much stress.
I don't want to be a domme. I mean, i do, but there are way too many creeps, pervs and wankers out there. Doing this for 2 weeks has been enough, I'm just not cut out to do this. Well, maybe I am, but not in the mental state I've been in. I need to get better before i can take on people sucking out my life energy.
Good money, though.
So I've lost 20 pounds so far.
only another 40 to go! yay!
My shrink said he might give me diet pills.
I suppose that made me kind of excited, because when asking any other doctor, they without fail say "fuck no!"
So a maybe was nice!
I love Derek.
I miss doing things. I miss going out. I miss feeling social. I miss being cool. I miss having energy.
blllahhhhhhhh why is myspace firewalled at my work?!?!?
poop.