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oh wow. we won our game monday. homecoming was really fun. tommy did great and he also suprised me with three roses. And he bought me a crusauge - thank you sweetheart. i loved the roses.
tonight i went to tommys church for the first time. it was extremely fun. pretty much everyones around 2 years older than us except a few but its been a while since me or tommy has been to church through everyhting that has happened but it felt good to go. and i hope we have time to go alot more now.
tommy came over after football today. he took a shower and i watched laguna beach the first series. than we ate taco bell on my back porch and talked. i dont smile that often apparently. everyone says that. but tommy makes me smile no matter what. i love how we are. were not al serious and like always talking about us or being uncomforatable around each other. were serious about how much we love each other and we always help each others problems and everyhting but, he makes me so happy. no one else has ever made me feel the way i do with him. its diffrent, its specialer. no mater what im doing if i lok up he always is looking at me smiling and tells me he loves me, im so cute, or kisses me on the forehead. and thats stuff that matters to me. ive been with so many jerks before and this feels right.
i love you sweetheart.
game against, um maybe rudd. tomorow. goh we only have two more games. its sad sort of. because it may be my last year of cheering and it may not be. and so far it hasnt been like, great and somthing to look back on really. i guess im just bored with it. 9 years can do that.
this weeknd should be fun. lots of time with tommy. yay.
i love tommy more than anything.
tonight i went to tommys church for the first time. it was extremely fun. pretty much everyones around 2 years older than us except a few but its been a while since me or tommy has been to church through everyhting that has happened but it felt good to go. and i hope we have time to go alot more now.
tommy came over after football today. he took a shower and i watched laguna beach the first series. than we ate taco bell on my back porch and talked. i dont smile that often apparently. everyone says that. but tommy makes me smile no matter what. i love how we are. were not al serious and like always talking about us or being uncomforatable around each other. were serious about how much we love each other and we always help each others problems and everyhting but, he makes me so happy. no one else has ever made me feel the way i do with him. its diffrent, its specialer. no mater what im doing if i lok up he always is looking at me smiling and tells me he loves me, im so cute, or kisses me on the forehead. and thats stuff that matters to me. ive been with so many jerks before and this feels right.
i love you sweetheart.
game against, um maybe rudd. tomorow. goh we only have two more games. its sad sort of. because it may be my last year of cheering and it may not be. and so far it hasnt been like, great and somthing to look back on really. i guess im just bored with it. 9 years can do that.
this weeknd should be fun. lots of time with tommy. yay.
i love tommy more than anything.