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[hisfinallament]

i want a love i don't have to love.
I am crying out for someone to bring me what I need.
I'm crying out to God for the answer.
Please, please just give me a sign.
When will it be my time to shine?
I dont want to be put in a similar situation again.
A relationship where everything felt like a waste of time.
When will person who will complete me fall into

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[rosehueglasses]

i know that most likely wont be what you want to hear, but...
i have been like that before, and i know that the one thing you have to do is just give it up. stop praying and wishing for god to bring you someone, because that isnt the way it works. i think that you have to be someone who is strong as an individual, strong in christ, everything will fall in place. it is hard, i know, but it is just the way things work, i could send you a few books, if you want, that sorta help.
a few years ago, i did it, and everything just fell into place. and it is only in retrospect that i realize that it happened. it is not that you need to become asexual, but to just put all your trust in god, and know that, when the time is right, when you are right, that everything will just happen.
i know that i have nothing to show from it. i am in a very low part, in my faith, right now. but i believe that god put me in that one person's life, and that was me trusting god, and not me wanting someone to be in a relationship, that it happened, and i an truely blessed that, that happened.

[hisfinallament]

i totally understand where you are coming from. I am at the point where I know that I need to keep my faith, especially now. When I am feeling alone amidst friends. I have the tools already, but I do appreciate your offer.

[rosehueglasses]

okay. i just thought i would share.
i am in the same sort of situation right now, but prior experiences are somewhat helping me through it.

chin up, it will get better.