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so yeah, this week is going to be insane. this is just on the surface of it all. I have 37 hours of work, playing twice, three in class finals, and one take home final. i'm not too sure when I am supposed to sleep through all of this (except I did get 8 hours of sleep last night, and I dont have anything going on tomorrow morning). I guess it wouldn't be so bad if my job wasn't boring and we actually had customers to make the time go by faster, but every shift feels like an eternity and all that I can do while I am there is think. This brings on the swell of emotions that I have been going through and it just makes time come to a hault. it's not just the fact that I have lost the one i loved. it is that I dont think I will find anyone else where i can share myself like that. I am no where near a spectacular human being and only a few people in this world actually understand who i am and where I am coming from. I dont know what else to write because it is 530 in the morning and I have a final at 7 and then work from 945 to 4.
if i seem stressed... this is why.
if i seem stressed... this is why.