My confessions
Well in case u guys don't know i am going out with jon and yes it is for the third time.......and nahall i nvr said u weren't there for me ...you rwere there for me .....everyone of u guys in someway yes u may cal me stupid for doing it a third time ......but i don't know maybe he has changed......i mean he is in counciling and he has a anothier person he talks with can't spell it out.......and it was during first period that made it offical.. i asked are we going out and he said that it was my decision....and if u want to know how badly he wanted to go out with me and u want to see the text meassages i will gladyly show them to u ...................i honestly think he has changed call me stupid but o well ...then i guess i am stupid and yes i kknow i am a hippocrite ...but only on this subject it isn't that bad........i have a question........if guys are really mad at me b/c i am goin out with jon again for the 3rd time...... do u really need to be mad......b/c it is my life my heart and my decision....so none of my friends should be mad at me...........i feel happy again ....really!!!!!!!!!!!
OK so last night at callies house wow was it fun ....nahall brent and i went under the tree *wink wink*......yeah i think nahall picked up a piece of shit....lol....then eric and i just layed there on the grass looking at the stars talking about jon and other people.........everyone else was having an ice fight.......i got ice but down my pants 2 time...and let me tell u it was cold...and ice down my shirt like 3 times but o well....we need to have another party like that ...brent cooked for us...o yeah and sam went to tackle me and in callies yard there is a big hill...well he tackled me on that hill and my head slammed intot he gorund and now it hurts......
well if u guys didn't know my brake on my truck broke so last night while i was at the party my parents went out and got me a new car it is a 2002 jeep liberty.....and it is really nice i have leather seating and everything...i just really wish i could have my truck back that was the only thing that i had of my grandfathers and now it is gone......i miss him so much.........i nvr got to see him n e way but still he is my grandfather and i wish he was here.......my grandma seems kinda lonely at times and i know when my family looks at the picture of him they want to cry ... i know i do ..........
well u guys i am going to go head hurts and i need to go clean my room sao i will talk to u later
OK so last night at callies house wow was it fun ....nahall brent and i went under the tree *wink wink*......yeah i think nahall picked up a piece of shit....lol....then eric and i just layed there on the grass looking at the stars talking about jon and other people.........everyone else was having an ice fight.......i got ice but down my pants 2 time...and let me tell u it was cold...and ice down my shirt like 3 times but o well....we need to have another party like that ...brent cooked for us...o yeah and sam went to tackle me and in callies yard there is a big hill...well he tackled me on that hill and my head slammed intot he gorund and now it hurts......
well if u guys didn't know my brake on my truck broke so last night while i was at the party my parents went out and got me a new car it is a 2002 jeep liberty.....and it is really nice i have leather seating and everything...i just really wish i could have my truck back that was the only thing that i had of my grandfathers and now it is gone......i miss him so much.........i nvr got to see him n e way but still he is my grandfather and i wish he was here.......my grandma seems kinda lonely at times and i know when my family looks at the picture of him they want to cry ... i know i do ..........
well u guys i am going to go head hurts and i need to go clean my room sao i will talk to u later