Trusting is hard
Truthfully, having a celibate heart is a lot harder than I thought. The last time I truly contemplated celibacy was when I was heartbroken, feeling rejected and alone. My feeble attempts to handle the pain lead me to question whether marriage was ever really in my destiny. After wrestling with it for a few days I decided to follow the steps of
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Don't dwell on that Joni Mitchell song. I used to listen to that song every time I was depressed and guess what...It made me more depressed. Christina you have such a steadfast heart towards the Lord and don't let the devil make you believe that you're not doing enough or that you're not enough. When I tell my friends about you I always say that i've never known anyone with such a heart to follow after the Lord and that's the truth. Who would have thought that you be in DC right now, well it doesn't surprise me!! I know that you'll go where ever the Lord leads you, no doubt about it. And when has the Lord ever left you stagnant? I know there have been times when he had you stay put, like Middletown, but He was working on your character. God searches every where to find people with a heart like yours. There is no way that He won't lead you to amazing places. I've begun to realize that following Jesus isn't a puzzle or a maze that we need to figure out. It's not that complicated at all!!! We don't need to figure anything out, all we need to do is read His word and listen to His voice and Obey.
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