Twenty-Seventh Hex - [Written/Voice/Action]
[Private, Written; 95% Unhackable]
...outnumbered by Gryffindors. Again. Granger I could understand, but Potter's mother? Like hell I'm going to be the one to explain anything to them; I'll leave that to Potter himself. Like they'd believe me in the first place. I'm a Malfoy.
Hermione's not the same, and I can't stand it. I suppose the real question now is whether or not it's worth the effort trying to get things back to the way they were. Chances are Weaselbee won't let me anyway, and Hermione herself...will she? I don't know. Luceti seems to be the one place where I never have answers. Wishing is pathetic, so I won't bother saying I wish I could have her back and have what we had back. And I won't bother saying I wish Myuria would come back. And I won't bother saying I wish I could figure out just what it is that causes people to come and go here.
And then, of course, there's the new knowledge about Muraki. The last thing I need is another deranged freakshow threatening me. More importantly, however, is Nill. She's fifteen. How is a fifteen year old girl supposed to defend herself?
Why do I even care?
Despite what Hisoka says, I'll just have to deal with him myself. Without Hisoka. Without the DA. I can handle it more than he thinks.
...bloody hell, being around Gryffindors has made me go stupid. Either way, it's something. I suppose I'll have to put my other plans on the backburner once again.
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[Voice]
It's almost summer again, isn't it? If I gave a damn about the ocean, I might consider heading that way. I suppose that leads to the next question of what is there to do around here during those months? You'd think I'd have an idea after being here for almost three summers, but everything seems stupid.
New feathers again. Why is it always a huge amount of them arriving at the same time? And why can't it ever be anyone useful?
I've come to realize I actually really hate Luceti. Hell...
...I need to speak to someone by the name of Haine. In regards to a certain teenage girl.
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I'll be asking all of the questions here, but I believe you and I need to talk.
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[And though he hates the idea of the ocean, Draco's gone and made himself comfortable at his lake. He's left the journal open so if anyone's listening, there's an occasional bark or yip. Padfoot's out today, despite the fact he's not as bright as a Patronus should be. It's something. He wouldn't object to company though...if you're worthy, that is.]