A random entry about some things....no order whatsoever
Friday was FCA, I LOVE FCA!!! I love anything that has to do with God. There were a few ppl that i really wanted/needed to see there that werent there for one reason or another but, that's ok. I REALLY like CW (if you know, good, if not sry). But If it's God's will for us to be together then we will if not we wont. I hate that over 3/4 of my really great christian friends are graduating this year. I probably wont ever see them again until God comes back but, that jsut makes it all the more important for me to stay on track . I really want to talk to Lauren W. about a lot of stuff, but idk where i'd start. Plus, I dont want to get anymore attatched to her thatn i already am because even now, the thought of her and Elizabeth and Cory and Katie and Christie and Christy and Anna and Nina and Bryson and all the other seniors that i've gotten attatched to graduating makes me want to cry...sometimes i even do cry. Over Half of the FCA planning team is Seniors. all of the people but one that i listed above are on the planning team with 4 other ppl including myself and only 2 of us actually participate...so we're really in trouble. I still dont know what to do about Erin and all of that crap. I emailed her the other night, but, idw2 make this entry friends only so i'm not gonna go into that right now....but the night i sent that email i had a dream that her and my friend Sarah Troxler were all mad at me because of the email and stuff and Erins Mom was fussing at me and some stuff happen with my nephew but, it was weird...like his head was like porcilin and it broke and it ended up that he was just this ball of string...but nm about that...i have to go call Sarah T because i take my dreams seriously and i'm really freakin about this crap cuz i dont want her to be mad at me...u know?