My God is So Big!!! So Strong and So Mighty, There's NOTHING My God Cannot Do!!!
So, God....Like SOOOO awesome. Though I'm not so very happy right now with all that's going on with my sister, I can honestly say that, he has it all in His hands, there's nothing that I or anyone else can do to change what he has planned for her. For those of you who dont know, Austi has pre-eclampsia (toxemia or pregnancy-induced hypertension) which is more dangerous for the mom than the baby...it messes up the moms kidneys, liver, and, well, heart. She's in the hospital right now, and they're deciding if the want to Induce labor now, or wait till she's at least 36 weeks, which would fall on our first day of school. The baby is already in the birth position, so, she may go into labor soon anyway, but, the problem is, with pre-eclampsia, the only way to get rid of it, is labor, and the longer they wait, the more damage it does to her, and the more likely she is do die in child birth. They are goin to do a C-Section more than likely, because my sister has such high blood pressure and it can cause her to go into ceasures, even with the C-Section it can cause her to bleed to death. Anyway, enough of that, I cant let myself get down, when I get down, I get REALLY down, and bad things happen, and I get mad at God...I DO NOT need a reason to be mad at him...he's too awesome. He has saved me from myself and satan so many times that it isnt even funny. But anyway, I need all of my friends at Eastern to help me with something this year. Freshman year (last year) I got really really bad about being um, "boy crazy" I guess you could call it. That caused me to grow farther and farther away from God, not to mention the fact that i did really bad in some of my classes. This year, i've made a vow to myself and to God (to God mostly), that i'm gonna go at least till January without having a boyfriend. And, i'm gonna change the people I hang out with, (Any of my christian friends, do y'all mind if i hang with y'all this year?) because i got into some trouble last year. I'm going to be going to any type of FCA event that i possibly can whenever there is one, and I'm going to try to get out of my comfort zone and witness to some of the people at eastern...here's where you all come in....can you hold me to this???
Love and Prayers,
Amber Nicole Miller