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its been a while.
we have a new baby in the family. Bela Kathryn Strong. and twins in July. i feel like this is a sign for my family that we need to be closer. that just because my parents split doesn't mean we all have to forget about eachother and live our own lives, which is what has happened in the past year. and it makes me so incredibly sad, i never thought family was that big of a thing in a persons life, but now i am learning that it is the BIGGEST.
i graduated high school last Thursday. i am relieved. i am bored. i am ready for something.
i applied to UIC. haven't heard from them. Dave applied there too...im not sure yet if that is a good thing, a part of me wants to go somewhere where i know absolutely no one. i feel like if he's there it's just going to be a constant reminder of the past, not that thats a bad thing, but sometimes you just have to move on....(i dont know what im talking about there's just a lot a lot a lot of things on my mind lately and i really have no one to talk to so im trying to get it all out and im horrible at writing in a way that clearly expresses how im feeling...but im trying).
thats enough for now.
we have a new baby in the family. Bela Kathryn Strong. and twins in July. i feel like this is a sign for my family that we need to be closer. that just because my parents split doesn't mean we all have to forget about eachother and live our own lives, which is what has happened in the past year. and it makes me so incredibly sad, i never thought family was that big of a thing in a persons life, but now i am learning that it is the BIGGEST.
i graduated high school last Thursday. i am relieved. i am bored. i am ready for something.
i applied to UIC. haven't heard from them. Dave applied there too...im not sure yet if that is a good thing, a part of me wants to go somewhere where i know absolutely no one. i feel like if he's there it's just going to be a constant reminder of the past, not that thats a bad thing, but sometimes you just have to move on....(i dont know what im talking about there's just a lot a lot a lot of things on my mind lately and i really have no one to talk to so im trying to get it all out and im horrible at writing in a way that clearly expresses how im feeling...but im trying).
thats enough for now.