In Conclusion
After talking and consulting with friends about my decision and reasons why I'm choosing what I did, I've unregistered the business leadership class for the sake of my sanity. My mother wants me to have a life and what's left of my sanity to be intact for the summer; Iris is helpful in reminding me the arduous 4.3 hours a day we put in five days a week for 2 months straight last year was really exhausting; and my friends are supportive in all round respect so I think I can move on past this one setback. Financially and mentally, not taking 19 credits is very healthy for me. I'll also have lots of time to go swimming during the summer now. I can still hang out with Angie, Nini, and Cheryl since they all live so close to one another and Nini says that she can help me with Mandarin and such if I want. Basically, I'm really glad to have the friends I do have whether in real life, livejournal, or IRC, because right now despite this being a really small issue, it's pretty big to me. It's disappointing when I have to force myself to understand the reality of my own financial circumstances and my physical + mental limitations. Because I have work, because I am chauffeur for my grandmother, and on ocassion interpretor for my grandfather, taking 19 credits is indeed unwise. *sighs* I wish things were different sometimes, but seeing how I don't know Mandarin has actually played to my advantage. I can now take the classes and surpass the 225 required credits to graduate without needing to attend the MAcc program so I guess this is the first time I'm thankful though... if I already knew Mandarin... I could be devoting my time to be learning another language =.= Oh well, this is good enough.
~Tsugi
~Tsugi