Why is it that the one person you wanna talk to is the one who made you cry?

Feb 12, 2006 22:31

john broke up with me last night on the phone. he was like "blahh blahh i don't care about you anymore. it didn't bother me when i didn't see you on the weekends. i don't have feelings for you. i've been pretending that i do." what an ASSHOLE. at first i was so upset.. but then i told him "you know what? good its over and im glad". i had my moments... but i wuz more pissed than anything. i can't believe i thought i loved him. BULL SHIT. what a lie. what a waste of my time. wasted 5 months on that asshole. well.. i swear there's something wrong with him mentally.. and i told him that. im positive theres something wrong with him. what a weirdass. all i know is that i'm glad that now i don't hafta deal with his shit anymore. no more strings. i can do whatever i want. who gives a shit. and prom... is going to be so much fun and so awesome.. because he won't be there. =) soo yeahh. i just wanted to get this off of my chest because i don't wanna think about him anymore. he's gone and out of my life. so are the pics, notes, cards.. anything that reminded me of him... gone. =) very cleansing. he wants it like this... fine. he got it.

ughh... schools probably gonna be weird this week.. but i'm not worried. he just lost most of his friends at king.. and i'm glad. i hope that everyone makes his life a living hell, so much that he'll get all depressed and shit. it'll be soo wonderful. what a psycho.

soo yeahh. everyone should give him the cold shoulder. i know i will. =)

ITS SO AWESOME TO BE SINGLE!!

OMG... APOLO LOSTTTT!!! how disappointing! i think i'm more sad than he is! lolzz i still love him tho!

<333 Danielle
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