Someday For somebody
Kazu keeps staring outside of the window with blanked expression. His mind keeps circling about one guy - Akanishi Jin. Will he be able to forgive Kazu for what he has done? Unconsciously, he sighed. He has missed him for quite a time now. Even though Jin is always near him, but he still feel as if they’re far apart from each other. He miss his voice, he miss his touch, and he miss being with him. And all of that was caused by his stupidity. If only he could turn back time.
2 year ago….
Kazu couldn’t help himself from feeling irritated by what he’s seeing in front of his eyes this very moment. He hate it when the man he love act lovingly toward another person in front of him. Ryo Nishikido - Kame has fallen in love with him since he was 16. However, he kept his feeling to himself because of the fear of rejection. By that time he gained his confident, it’s already too late. Ryo already has been with Ueda Tatsuya. So, the unsaid love has been kept unspoken. And now, it keeps hurting himself by watching their presented love in front of his eyes every single day. Just like the other day, he felt as if his heart has been stabbed when he saw Ryo gently kiss Ueda before headed toward News practicing’s room.
Nobody notice Kazuya bad mood. He has known as a great actor. He’ll be wearing his fake smile whenever he has a problem or feel gloomy. Nobody ever notice this except one person -Akanishi Jin. Jin always watches Kazu. He cares about him so much but Kazu never notice that. Moreover, Kazu hate it when Jin can see right through him. For that, he will always release his anger toward Jin. Jin is the only people that know the real Kazuya Kamenashi. When Kazu was bathing after practices, he heard a footstep from the door. It’s already late. No one else will be there except one person he knows. A figure approached him slowly.
“You seem irritated just now. Feeling bad again?” Jin asks Kazu.
“None of your business!” Kazu keep scrubbing his body, ignoring Jin.
“You know that I’ll always here for you if you need me. I’ll do anything to make you smile. I hate to see you sad.”
Kazu feel his heart burn with anger. He hates Jin! He hates it when Jin talked as if he knows him too well. And the most things he hate is how Jin’s every single word are true! He turns around facing Jin.
“Anything?”
“Yes.”
“Think carefully what you’ve said. Don’t regret it later!”
“I won’t. If it’s for you, I’ll definitely won’t!”
Without further notice, Jin feels his body has been pinned to the wall. A rough kiss was forced to his neck and all over his body. He was shocked but he let it be. He says to himself “it’s Kazu… it’s ok then…”
In a second, his clothes are scatted all over the placed and he’s lying naked on the floor with Kazu on top of him. His leg was raised up high to Kazu’s shoulder. Jin bites his own lips to prevent a cry from the pain he felt as Kazu shoved himself into Jin’s unprepared hole. A tears fall from his eyes from the pain he felt. Slowly, Kazu lick the blood that dripping from Jin’s lip. After Kazu comes inside Jin, he slowly pulled out and grabbed Jin up. Jin felt his feet couldn’t hold on his weight and nearly collapse. Kazu make sure Jin was holding on to him while he cleans both of them. After that, they both go home.
Since the incident in the bathroom, whenever Kazu feel angry, he will force himself to Jin. Jin will never fight back because he’s willing to be used by Kazu. He loves kazu so much that he’s willing to sacrifice his body for Kazu’s pleasure. He knows that all Kazu has for him is lust, but he don’t care! He just wants Kazu to be with him. He hopes that one day, Kazu will love him and it will never be just a fuck, but it’ll be making love. For that, he keep his patience every time Kazu comes to him and roughly fuck him. Kazu never kiss him on the lips. He’ll waited. He’ll wait until the day come when Kazu will kiss him with love.
Jin stared at the beautiful sleeping face beside him. Just a few hours ago, Kazu comes barging into his apartment and shoved him to bed. He still feel the pain on his backside but seeing his angel’s sleeping peacefully like this was all it take to make him forget the pain. Gently, he kiss Kazu’s forehead and slowly whispered to him,
“Good night, my angel..”
Jin has been taken into deep slumber the moment he embraced Kazuya tightly. The night crawl away taking all the dark secret with him, giving ways for the morning to come with a promising hopes…
to be continued.....
owari!!!! comment are appreaciated. should I continue? I call Kame-chan as Kazu bcoz I like to call him Kazu instead of Kame. and to be reminded,Kazu is a bad guy in this story. so sorry honey. enen though I love you so much, but it's time for you to be a bad guy...hehehe....
2 year ago….
Kazu couldn’t help himself from feeling irritated by what he’s seeing in front of his eyes this very moment. He hate it when the man he love act lovingly toward another person in front of him. Ryo Nishikido - Kame has fallen in love with him since he was 16. However, he kept his feeling to himself because of the fear of rejection. By that time he gained his confident, it’s already too late. Ryo already has been with Ueda Tatsuya. So, the unsaid love has been kept unspoken. And now, it keeps hurting himself by watching their presented love in front of his eyes every single day. Just like the other day, he felt as if his heart has been stabbed when he saw Ryo gently kiss Ueda before headed toward News practicing’s room.
Nobody notice Kazuya bad mood. He has known as a great actor. He’ll be wearing his fake smile whenever he has a problem or feel gloomy. Nobody ever notice this except one person -Akanishi Jin. Jin always watches Kazu. He cares about him so much but Kazu never notice that. Moreover, Kazu hate it when Jin can see right through him. For that, he will always release his anger toward Jin. Jin is the only people that know the real Kazuya Kamenashi. When Kazu was bathing after practices, he heard a footstep from the door. It’s already late. No one else will be there except one person he knows. A figure approached him slowly.
“You seem irritated just now. Feeling bad again?” Jin asks Kazu.
“None of your business!” Kazu keep scrubbing his body, ignoring Jin.
“You know that I’ll always here for you if you need me. I’ll do anything to make you smile. I hate to see you sad.”
Kazu feel his heart burn with anger. He hates Jin! He hates it when Jin talked as if he knows him too well. And the most things he hate is how Jin’s every single word are true! He turns around facing Jin.
“Anything?”
“Yes.”
“Think carefully what you’ve said. Don’t regret it later!”
“I won’t. If it’s for you, I’ll definitely won’t!”
Without further notice, Jin feels his body has been pinned to the wall. A rough kiss was forced to his neck and all over his body. He was shocked but he let it be. He says to himself “it’s Kazu… it’s ok then…”
In a second, his clothes are scatted all over the placed and he’s lying naked on the floor with Kazu on top of him. His leg was raised up high to Kazu’s shoulder. Jin bites his own lips to prevent a cry from the pain he felt as Kazu shoved himself into Jin’s unprepared hole. A tears fall from his eyes from the pain he felt. Slowly, Kazu lick the blood that dripping from Jin’s lip. After Kazu comes inside Jin, he slowly pulled out and grabbed Jin up. Jin felt his feet couldn’t hold on his weight and nearly collapse. Kazu make sure Jin was holding on to him while he cleans both of them. After that, they both go home.
Since the incident in the bathroom, whenever Kazu feel angry, he will force himself to Jin. Jin will never fight back because he’s willing to be used by Kazu. He loves kazu so much that he’s willing to sacrifice his body for Kazu’s pleasure. He knows that all Kazu has for him is lust, but he don’t care! He just wants Kazu to be with him. He hopes that one day, Kazu will love him and it will never be just a fuck, but it’ll be making love. For that, he keep his patience every time Kazu comes to him and roughly fuck him. Kazu never kiss him on the lips. He’ll waited. He’ll wait until the day come when Kazu will kiss him with love.
Jin stared at the beautiful sleeping face beside him. Just a few hours ago, Kazu comes barging into his apartment and shoved him to bed. He still feel the pain on his backside but seeing his angel’s sleeping peacefully like this was all it take to make him forget the pain. Gently, he kiss Kazu’s forehead and slowly whispered to him,
“Good night, my angel..”
Jin has been taken into deep slumber the moment he embraced Kazuya tightly. The night crawl away taking all the dark secret with him, giving ways for the morning to come with a promising hopes…
to be continued.....
owari!!!! comment are appreaciated. should I continue? I call Kame-chan as Kazu bcoz I like to call him Kazu instead of Kame. and to be reminded,Kazu is a bad guy in this story. so sorry honey. enen though I love you so much, but it's time for you to be a bad guy...hehehe....