{fanfic}White World [NaKame]
Title : White World
Pairing : NakamaruXKame(Nakame)
Disclaimer : I owned none of these boys.
A/N: My first time writing Nakame. Forgive me if there’s any mistake or if this is suck. Please listen to this songs while reading this…
Summary: Ermm..inspired by Nakamaru Yuichi solo-White world!
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Do you remember? Deatta ano hi no koto
Kimi o omoi nagara maiochiru yuki mitsumeteru
Surechigatte mune ga kurushii yoru wa shiroi yuki wa tokete
Futari no hoho o nurasu kedo
Do you remember? About the day we met
While thinking of you, I gaze at the snow dancing down
The nights when my chest hurts, because we pass each other without noticing, the white snow melts
And wets our cheeks, but...
Nakamaru enter the apartment quietly. It’s already 12 o’clock in the midnight. He didn’t want to wake up his dearest person by making much noise. He expects that that person already fell asleep at this time. Suddenly…
“Okairi,Yu-i-chi-kun!” an angelic face shown up in front of him with a smile that always melt his heart away. Kamenashi Kazuya- the person Nakamaru loves since forever.
“Tadaima.You’re still awake? Shouldn’t you be sleeping at this time?”
“Well, shouldn’t you also be sleeping at this time? Why are you so late? The practice ended early today, right? How come you come home this late?”
Nakamaru smile and walk to embrace the smaller man.
“I’m sorry. Massu asked me to have dinner with him and then we meet Ryo-chan and Pi. After that we all end up at the bar,drinking. I’ve should have told you earlier.”
“It’s okay. You better take your bath now. You smelled alcohol! Do you want any supper?”
“No,thanks. I’ve already eat enough with those guys. You do know how much Massu can eat, right? He has forced me to eat like him too! “
“I’ve should thank him then. At least you will look healthier. I like to see you to have more fat.”
“Fine, then I’ll eat none stop then I’ll get obesity and you’ll be responsible for that if Johnny fired me.”
“I’m gladly accepting the blame!”
Nakamaru pull the small figure into his arms one again while he throws his glance through the window.
“Kazu…It’s snowing…”
Kazu turns his head to look at the scenery. Both of them stay like that for awhile, enjoying the feeling to be in each other’s warm embrace.
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“Good work, everyone!” All the workers shout towards each other after the filming of Cartoon Kat-tun finish. Everyone of Kat-tun are eyeing Nakamaru. Jin gave a small signal to Ueda that makes Ueda slowly approached Nakamaru.
“Nakamaru, let’s go for a drink.” Ueda tapped Nakamaru’s shoulder slowly while flashing him a hopeful eyes.
“Sorry,Tat-chan. I don’t think I can’t tonight. I’ve already have plan. Tomorrow,I’ll promise I’ll go. Okay?”
Nakamaru raise his hand as in he’s making a vow. After receiving a nod from Ueda, he turns his head to look at Kazu who has been standing at the door waiting for him. Before walking out from the door, Kazu turn to look at Ueda. He can see how hurtful Ueda look from his eyes. Kazu continue his steps with Nakamaru. Both of them walk together to the parking lot.
“You should have gone with him. Tat-chan look hurt.” Kazu voice out his mind when they entered the car.
“I’ve promise you already that were going to spend tonight together,remember? I’ve got something prepared for you at home. Only for us.”
Kazu smile upon hearing this. He has nothing else to complain though. Gently,Nakamaru reach out for Kazu’s hand and bring it to his lips.
When they reach home, Kazu was shock to see very romantic scenery in front of him. The house was lightening up by various types of candles. From the front door all the way to the living room, the path was filled with red and white rose’s petals. He was stunned when he enters the living room. There are a bouquet of white roses and a box with a card on it lying on the coffee table.
Kazuya,I love you forever… -Yuichi-
“Yu…I..this…I…I don’t know what to say…” a teary eyes Kazuya hold the flowers tightly in his arms.
“No words needed. Come on, open the box.”Nakamaru take a seat beside his beloved person.
Slowly, Kazu loosen the ribbon and gently open the box.
A black-red silk fell onto his laps. It’s a kimono. The kimono he has longed to have since the past two years.
“You…You’ve bought this for me?”
Nakamaru traces his fingers along Kazu’s cheek.
“Even if those people say it’s weird, but I think you look pretty when you wear kimono.”
Kazu couldn’t hold up his tears anymore. He still remembers how their band mates are laughing at him when he says he has fell in love with that kimono. Everyone thinks that he’s weird because he like such girly stuff.
“Dude,that’s creepy!”Koki yelled.
“Kazu, I don’t think you need to wear those kind of things to gain attention. You’ve already have enough attention now.”Jin says while still holding his tummy and still laughing.
“Yeah. I can understand the girly look, but dress as one? I don’t think so!” Ueda who usually support him also were laughing out of his lung.
Those were the things that have been said to him when he told them about his dream-to wear a kimono and perform a kabuki.
“I thought you didn’t like it?” Kazu faced Nakamaru’s eyes searching for answer.
“I never say anything. I really think this will suit you well. I like to see your beauty.”
“I’ll wear it on our anniversary then. Next month, isn’t it?”
“Sure, sweetheart. Let’s put that away first and enjoy this night together, shall we?”
Nakamaru puts the box aside and pull Kazu’s hand to get him up. He push the play button on the remote control and their favorite songs appear-Crazy Love. Bit by bit, he led his lover to move with him and the next minutes, they were dancing together with Kazu’s head rest on Nakamaru’s chest.
“I love you,Kazuya..”
Oh Holy Night Tokenai mahou no yoru
Shiroi sekai de yuki yori shiroku hikaru kokoro de I'm waiting for you
Oh Holy Night, a night when magic doesn't vanish
In this white world, in a heart that shines more white than the snow, I'm waiting for you
Aitakute aitakute hitomi tojite kimi o miru
Konayuki ga tsutsumikomi subete no oto o nakuseba
Mune no naka ni nagareru yasashii kimi no melody
Nanimokamo shiroku somaru toki kimi ni sasageyou White World
I want to meet you you, I want to meet you, when I close my eyes I see you
Even though everything enveloped by the powdery snow loses its sound,
Your gentle melody, playing in my heart despite all,
When this whole world is dyed white, I'll offer it to you, White World
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Jin quickly grabbed the bottle from Ueda’s hand. From the way the older was acting, he is positive that his friend is already drunk.
“Stop it Tat-chan. You’ve drink enough already.”
“Don’t stop me, Jin. I…I don’t know what else to do. I want him….I want him by my side,Jin…”
“Tat-chan, you can’t forced someone to love you.”
“But we all know that he’’s lonely, Jin. I hate myself for not been able to do anything for him. Heck…no matter what I’ll do, that person will always be in his heart.”
“Love is complicated, Tat-chan.”
“Really? Like your love to Kame?”
Jin just silence upon hearing the name of the person that always held his heart. True,he loves Kame. But he knows it just a one side love. In Kame eyes, there are only one person exist- Nakamaru Yuichi. He can’t blame anyone though. If only he meet Kame first… He just late for a few minutes..How on earth did he knew that those few minutes will ruin his entire love life? How on earth that few minutes has cost him the person he loves? From the first time he saw Kame, he knew he has fall in love…but he also knew that Kame also have fall in love…Just, he’s not in love with him….
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“The winner of this year best male actor award is….. Nakamaru Yuichi!”
The applause from the audients can be heard from miles away. Everyone keeps congratulated him during the whole event. For Nakamaru, the only thing he wants now was to quickly go home to show his win to his beloved one. So after the functions over, he rushed back to his apartment. Eagerly, he open the door and run toward the living room. His steps freeze when he reaches the living room. A smile is formed on his lips. He was mesmerized by the wonderful thing that’s happening in front of his eyes now. There, in the middle of the living room, Kazuya stood silently with smile. The color of the kimono he’s wearing was been reflected to the white walls by the glimmering light. Beautiful! That’s the only thing that crossed in his mind right now.
“Happy anniversary….Yuichi.” Quickly Nakamaru runs to hug Kazu.
“Happy anniversary,Kazu….I love you…”
Now and Forever Kawaranai mono ga aru
Ikiru imi o sotto oshieta kimi e no omoi
Oh Holy Night Samenai yume o miyou
Eien o shinjiru futari dake no sekai e My Heart Will Go On
Now and Forever, there are things that won't change
My feelings towards you, who quietly taught me the meaning of life
Oh Holy Night, let's dream and not wake up
To a world for just the two of us, who believe in eternity My Heart Will Go On
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“So, tonight will be the second year anniversary,right?”Koki asked Ueda,Jin and Taguchi who was currently sitting in front of him. All of them nodded in sync.
All of them sighed heavily. They really wish for their best friends happiness and peace.
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The couples now were lying on the balcony with a bottle of wine by their side. They bump their glasses and whisper,”Cheers,” to each other.
Nakamaru shoves the trophy’s he won into Kazu’s hand.
“I did it. I did as you say. I work my hardest to get this.”
“I know. You’ve did a great job!”
“It’s because you’re with me.” They look at each other lovingly before crash their lips together for a light kiss. The snows that falling onto their faces doesn’t seems to have any effect on them.
Koikogareru kiseki o daremo ga mina kamishimeru
Konayuki no seijaku o tataeru kane ga kikoeru
Nukumori mo kanashimi mo wakachiaeru kono yoru ni
Kasaneau kokoro wa kagayaki shiroku eien ni
White World
Hitorikiri de wa dakenai yume o Kimi ni manande dakishimeteiru Ah
Everyone indiscriminately thinks deeply about the miracle of falling in love
I can hear the bells praising the silence of the powdery snow
In this night when we can share both warmth and sadness
Laying together, the heart sparkles in white for eternity, White World
The dream I can't hold by myself, now that you taught me, I'm holding it tight Ah
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“Jin, my heart doesn’t seems to be at ease. It’s like something bad will happen.”
“Me too. I have this weird feeling since the morning. I’m worry that something bad will happen.”
“Can you accompany me to Yuichi’s place afterward?”
“Sure,Tat-chan.”
“On the second thought, let’s go now. I can’t stand this anymore.”
When Ueda and Jin reached Nakamaru’s apartment,they were shocked to find it unlock. Once they were inside, both of them widen their eyes. They can see dried petals of white roses along the whole hallway to the living room. The house has been decorate nicely with flowers and candles as if someone are celebrating something important. Both of them cried Nakamaru’s name but none of them get any respond. Ueda was searching in the bedroom when he heard Jin crying his name out loud. He quickly approached Jin whose been standing in front of the balcony with tears pouring from his eyes. Once he reaches there, Ueda fell on his knees. Nakamaru was lying lifeless while holding a black-red kimono in his arms. The snows have covered up almost all of his body. His face was pale but he was smiling. Both of them knew that he’s no longer alive seeing the empty sleeping pills bottle by his side.
“He’s….he’s gone….He leave us….Just like Kame did 2 years ago….”Jin was leaning his back on the walls as a support while slowly fell down onto the floor. Both of them turns their gaze to the surrounding of the apartment. The dried bouquet of roses, the box, the candles, and the most valueable things, the kimono. They understand now. Yuichi didn’t move on after that incident, he live with the illusion of Kazuya by his side.
2years ago…
Nakamaru was sitting nervously outside of the café while waiting for his companion to come. Today, he has made up his mind that he will confess to Kame no matter what. So, he has asked him out. His nerves has reaches his limit when he saw Kame waving at him from across the street. He waved back frantically to hide his nerves behind his smiling face. But what happen next was totally unpredictable. The next things he knows, Kame was lying motionless in the middle of the road and there were bloods everywhere. He quickly rush to Kame’s side. The only thing he heard from Kame before the man fell unconscious was, ”Yui….I love you...”
“KAZUYAAAAA!!!!!!”
The doctors came out from the operation room and all Kat-tun’s member surrounded the group of doctors hoping for good news.
“I’m sorry. We’ve tried our best but we still lost him.” All of their eyes widen in disbelief and feel a pain from their chest.
Since that day,Nakamaru has been isolating himself from outsides’ world. He barely eats and even cleaned himself. All he does was sleeping or crying on his bed. He regrets it for not telling the younger man his feeling earlier. He hates himself! He hates his life! Until one day, when he opens his eyes from sleep, he saw Kazuya’s smiling face. Yes, Kazuya still alive….in his mind and heart. He continued his life with Kazuya’s shadows beside him every single time. He has made the date Kame died as their love confession day. He’s celebrating their anniversary on that date as he thinks it as the day where he declared his love to Kazuya. He has to continue to live like a normal person until he fulfills his promise to his Kazuya. ..
I'm waiting for you
Aitakute aitakute hitomi tojite kimi o miru
Konayuki ga tsutsumikomi subete no oto o nakuseba
Mune no naka ni nagareru yasashii kimi no melody
Nanimokamo shiroku somaru toki kimi ni sasageyou White World
I'm waiting for you
Iwant to meets you, I want to meet you, when I close my eyes I see you
Even though everything enveloped by the powdery snow loses its sound,
Your gentle melody, playing in my heart despite all,
When this whole world is dyed white, I'll offer it to you, White World
“Ne,Yui-chan! Promise me one thing.”
“What?”
“Promise me you’re going to show the world your ability! Let the world see your talent and recognize it!”
“How can I do that? I don’t have talent like Kame-chan. You’re good actor.”
“Sure you can. Let’s bet. I bet you can win the best actor award. The loser has to fulfill the winners wish.”
“Fine. It’s a bet then. So if you win, what will be your wish?”
“I wish to be with Yuichi forever!”
“Hmm… your wish is my command then!”
You’ve win,Kazu…. So that’s why I’m coming to you… to be with you forever…
Kimi to shiroku eien ni White World…
With you, in white, in eternity, White World…
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