i can't believe my bones when they say so many things they tell me i am fine believe me i try

[his_undesirable]

I don't need to look at the keyboard when I type, but most times I do just to be sure. I like to take naps with my shoes on so when I'm half asleep I can kick them off and feel a whole new comfort just as I doze off. when I'm sitting by myself at lunch, I like to eat my french fries with a fork and pretend sitting alone doesnt bother me. and even though I'm not the best, I do my best, and I love every step my clumsy feet may take, because when I dance no one can fucking touch me.

I don't know what just happened.