A oldy but a goody
Sorry I just feel this way again! Screw all the people that think I murdered my cousin! I did no such thing. I will come out of this a stronger person and that is all that matters! I am very happy in the way my life is going! I am getting better with my strange phobias and I am getting better with my mother, which as anyone would think is an amazing thing. I am doing well with my classes and I am meeting new friends. I am becoming less dependent on my mother, I look less to her for "support". I am independent and ready to become and adult. A logical thinking adult, one that looks out for their own and will act in a responsible human being! -nods- Don't get me wrong, I still like to cut lose with my friends but with dealing with people in a serious place, I will conduct myself better, less like the child that... I am? -nods- I am getting there, it is not enough to say/type the words, I have to put them to action and that is what I am going to do! -nods- I love all of you and I hope that you are happy with my new decision. Drop me a line if you think something is a little screwy, I will do my best to fix it. However, if I don't think it needs to be fixed then... it will stay the same. -wink-
I am not the one you come and tell your lies to. I am not the one that holds your world together. I refuse to be the one that you make your leading role. I am not interested in making your cut. I am a silent observer, a silent guard. I am not to make a noise. I am not to be known. I am stay out of the way making the world easier for the day to day movement. I move to make your life easier. But I am not your toy! I will watch you and guard you obediently till you tell me to rest. I will be obedient to you till my final breath but I will not be played. I am not the casual servant. I am more than that. Do not dress me up in suits; do not bark at me your acid filled comments. I will not falter in my duty to you but I will demand your minor interest. Keep in mind I watch you as you sleep at night.
I am not the one you come and tell your lies to. I am not the one that holds your world together. I refuse to be the one that you make your leading role. I am not interested in making your cut. I am a silent observer, a silent guard. I am not to make a noise. I am not to be known. I am stay out of the way making the world easier for the day to day movement. I move to make your life easier. But I am not your toy! I will watch you and guard you obediently till you tell me to rest. I will be obedient to you till my final breath but I will not be played. I am not the casual servant. I am more than that. Do not dress me up in suits; do not bark at me your acid filled comments. I will not falter in my duty to you but I will demand your minor interest. Keep in mind I watch you as you sleep at night.