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i dont do this often... ive been keeping a journal. its been sweet.
but i do need to let yall know something and ask yall to be in prayer about it. basically ive been really arrogant lately with those boys in our "band". we are playing this sunday at 11:11 and its really really hard to pull all of this together. we have all been really arrogant and have been playing and planning on playing for our ears only- and to bring glory to how "ammmazing" we are, itd be understandable if we were some like band that was so worldly and we really were "ammmmazing". but really, im having a hard time being patient and the "gentle girl" in the group. like at times i feel like i could pound anyone at any certain point. its bad.
small group/house groups have been so amazing. im loving it. the highlight of my day today was texting dana all during first period- and not even paying attention to what was going on in class. we talked all period long and i love that woman. i'm glad to have a small group that meets. ive been missing it, a lot. its really beneficial in my life, even if we are just listening to dana talk about serving. geez, shes so humble.
thats really it, im getting overwhelemed..but not because of school like everyone else..because of swimming..and getting ready for this sunday..im babysitting like every other night...its crazy. but i rather be doing this than homework.
God has been really consistant and faithful to my life since school has started. I've really been just at peace and at rest. I'm doing a lot better this year at Praising God all day long. It seems like He's really all I think about...really like I dont pay attention in class. I've been growing in my own way. words cant describe.
and im happy to have kate as neighbor. shes a faithful friend, and im glad i can go see her whenever i want.
thats it. onto finish homework- and i have a swwim meet tomorrow. im really ready for it to be over..really.