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If You Intended To Make Feel Like Shit, And As Im Nothing To The World Because Im The World To You. It Really Did Work =(. I'm Sorry You Feel That Way...But I'd Try To Explain It To You But, You Wont Talk To Me, So Maybe You'll Read This And Understand Waht All This Confusion Is About. Because Personally I Think This Is Or Was A Big Mistake, Or Blown Out Of Proportion. You Think By Hearing "Stuff" From Other People It's True, Most Of The TIme It's Not, And I Don't Know How Many Times I've Told You To Come And Ask Me First. You Know, Your Not Exactually Beeing Nice About This Whole Ordeal. Your Acting Like A Dick Twords Me And You And I Both Know Thats Not How You Are,Atleast To Me. It's Like Your A Tottaly Different Person When It Comes To Me. But, When I Piss You Off. Thats It. I'm Cut Off! I'd Never Think It Would End Like This,With So Much Pain And Heartache. You Think Your The Only One Feeling Pain And Heartache From This, Your Not. Everynight It Hits Me And Snaps Me Back To Reality And Takes The Whole "Happy Girl Image" Away. I've Spent Many Nights Since That Last Tuesday When I Heard Those Words, Just Staying Up Late And Thinking...Thinking About You, The Tears Start To Fall. But I Wipe Them Away, Thinking Why Am I Crying? He Doesent Really Care, He's Just Acting Like This, But I Just Cant Help Myself, Im Crying More Now. Still Wondering Why This Had To Happen To "Us".What We Had May Not Of Been The Best But We Could Have Changed It, Or Tryed To. I Know It's Hard To Beleive That You Can Love Someone At This Age, But I Feel That You Can. I Feel That What I Experinced With You Was Really Love. But Im Young. And So Are You. Maybe We Both Dont Know What Were Feeling Yet. But, I Felt As If You Were The Only Thing That Slowly Go Me By. Kind Of Like Joe, Hes The Only One That Really Helped Me Through This, As My Friends Closer To Me Didnt. I Cant Relate To Them In Most Ways Because They've Never Really Fully Had There Heart Broke. He's Kinda Like Comfort To Me When Your Not There To Tell Me That "Everythings Gonna Be Okay, Brit" You Werent There So I Turned To Someone That I Didnt Know That Well. Thinking He'd Help Me. He Helped Me In More Than One Way, He Helped Me In Many! Something Overcame Me That Night When I Was Talking To Him, Spilling My Heart Out About You. Something Just Let Me Know That Everythings Gonna Be Okay. Even If We Didnt Get Back Together, We'd Eventually Be Happy. Something. Im Not Quite Sure If It Was A Feeling Or Something Joe Said, Just "Something" Let Me Know. But Once Again My Feeling Was Wrong. Your Experincing Heartache, But Not Shwoing It On The Outside. Im Prentending Like Nothing Happened, So I Dont Look Like A Fool, And Trying To Move On, Because You Acted Like You Didnt Care. Maybe You Cared More Than I Ever Cared To Think? Maybe You Think I Dont Care.If Thats It Your Completely Wrong! I Care More About You Then I've Cared For Someone, I Think Its Safe To Say That My Caring Turned Into Love, And Im My Eyes...
"That Love Will Never Die"