Long time, no update
Well, i'm sitting in college comp and dont really feel like working on my assignment. So i thought i would write in here because i havent in a long while. I was just looking through some peoples LJ's, and found that a certain somone still has me down as a friend. I really dont know how i feel about that. It tells me a few things.. this person still reads my updates, and hasnt moved on. But at the same time, i stumble into this persons LJ sometime, and its nice to know that the person in question is doing as good as he/she will ever do. Hmm.. i think i'll move on from this topic, its starting to make me cranky.. and i dont want to start another huge fight over nothing..
I've already got 'senioritis" i just dont want to be in school anymore. I mean i love it, but its really time to move on. When i say that i love it, i dont mean the people, or atmosphere. I honestly hate the drama and shit, and I can honestly say that i avoid it. A lot of people say "I hate the drama" yet they start it, or are always in the middle of it. But thankfully i can say it, and mean it. I really feel like, i duno.. that i'm too mature to sit in classes anymore. I want to be out in the real world, doing something that has a point. I want independence.. i dont want to be treated like a child anymore.
So heres a quick update for those who dont know. I quit at Market Basket a long time ago, and crawled back to my parents. I realize that i was getting good hours and bringing in a good amount of money at MB, but i couldnt handle the lack of respect. No human should feel that they have the right to shit on another. I wont take it from Ian, or my parents, why would i take it from a low life 19 year old? So i'm back at Best Subs, working for the folks. My other car died, so i just bought a 2004 Dodge Neon SXT. Its cute, but its going to cost me $350 a month (including insurance). thats really stressing me out, but I made the decision, so i'll work a few jobs over the summer and pay for my car. I cant work a whole lot during the school year, but i might have to next year. Also, ian and I have been together for 10 months. I must say they have been a great 10 months. I've had other relationships, and they've been realy hard. this one has been great, i think its what a healthy relationship is supposed to be. Ian and I fight, but thats normal. We usually work it out before we sleep.
Hmm.. what else can i ramble about. I've got 10 minutes left with the laptops... Hmm.. i'm still planning on going into Education. Though i must say, i have no clue what age group i want to teach. I'm planing on doing my first 2 years of college at the community college then going to Keene state for the rest. Or a school down in Long Island. It has a great education program, but i think i want to stay close to home. That decision will also depend on Ian and I too. He might be going to school in RI, so that'l change things too. I'm 18 in 6 months! I'm hoping to move in with Ian after i graduate. I know my parents wont be impressed though, so i'l have to play that by ear. it might not be a bad thing to live at home and safe money.. but at the same time i want to be on my own. Say when i come and go..and be able to walk around my place naked. hehe.
Well.. i suppose i've written enough. I doubt anyone reads this anyway.. but it felt nice to yak for a while. Man.. i really want to contact that person that i mentioned earlier, and 'discuss' some things and find out why he/she's been doing and saying some of the shit he/she has.. but i gues i'll save myself the stress and keep my mouth shut. If i knew it wouldnt cause drama, then i'd be all over it. :-P Adios!
I've already got 'senioritis" i just dont want to be in school anymore. I mean i love it, but its really time to move on. When i say that i love it, i dont mean the people, or atmosphere. I honestly hate the drama and shit, and I can honestly say that i avoid it. A lot of people say "I hate the drama" yet they start it, or are always in the middle of it. But thankfully i can say it, and mean it. I really feel like, i duno.. that i'm too mature to sit in classes anymore. I want to be out in the real world, doing something that has a point. I want independence.. i dont want to be treated like a child anymore.
So heres a quick update for those who dont know. I quit at Market Basket a long time ago, and crawled back to my parents. I realize that i was getting good hours and bringing in a good amount of money at MB, but i couldnt handle the lack of respect. No human should feel that they have the right to shit on another. I wont take it from Ian, or my parents, why would i take it from a low life 19 year old? So i'm back at Best Subs, working for the folks. My other car died, so i just bought a 2004 Dodge Neon SXT. Its cute, but its going to cost me $350 a month (including insurance). thats really stressing me out, but I made the decision, so i'll work a few jobs over the summer and pay for my car. I cant work a whole lot during the school year, but i might have to next year. Also, ian and I have been together for 10 months. I must say they have been a great 10 months. I've had other relationships, and they've been realy hard. this one has been great, i think its what a healthy relationship is supposed to be. Ian and I fight, but thats normal. We usually work it out before we sleep.
Hmm.. what else can i ramble about. I've got 10 minutes left with the laptops... Hmm.. i'm still planning on going into Education. Though i must say, i have no clue what age group i want to teach. I'm planing on doing my first 2 years of college at the community college then going to Keene state for the rest. Or a school down in Long Island. It has a great education program, but i think i want to stay close to home. That decision will also depend on Ian and I too. He might be going to school in RI, so that'l change things too. I'm 18 in 6 months! I'm hoping to move in with Ian after i graduate. I know my parents wont be impressed though, so i'l have to play that by ear. it might not be a bad thing to live at home and safe money.. but at the same time i want to be on my own. Say when i come and go..and be able to walk around my place naked. hehe.
Well.. i suppose i've written enough. I doubt anyone reads this anyway.. but it felt nice to yak for a while. Man.. i really want to contact that person that i mentioned earlier, and 'discuss' some things and find out why he/she's been doing and saying some of the shit he/she has.. but i gues i'll save myself the stress and keep my mouth shut. If i knew it wouldnt cause drama, then i'd be all over it. :-P Adios!