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"i know how it is.
the feeling that you're going to chuck a knife across the dinner table because they piss you off so bad.
they think they know you oh so well, dear darling daughter, but really, they hardly know how you think, how you feel, how you function -- they hardly know you at all.
you just want to run.
to get away from all the hurt &all the annoyance &all the blame that's been magically shifted to you.
to spread your wings &fly, like a bird with tireless wings ¬hing to care about.
but you can't.
at least, not yet."
thank you lisa. you took the words right out of my mouth.
seems like everything i had planned
for myself is slipping right through my fingers.
i was so sure i was making the right decision,
but now i feel like i've made a huge mistake.
i hate it when i have to admit
that my parents were right all along.
growing up sucks.
the feeling that you're going to chuck a knife across the dinner table because they piss you off so bad.
they think they know you oh so well, dear darling daughter, but really, they hardly know how you think, how you feel, how you function -- they hardly know you at all.
you just want to run.
to get away from all the hurt &all the annoyance &all the blame that's been magically shifted to you.
to spread your wings &fly, like a bird with tireless wings ¬hing to care about.
but you can't.
at least, not yet."
thank you lisa. you took the words right out of my mouth.
seems like everything i had planned
for myself is slipping right through my fingers.
i was so sure i was making the right decision,
but now i feel like i've made a huge mistake.
i hate it when i have to admit
that my parents were right all along.
growing up sucks.