Itunes Drabbles
Baby Bash Featuring Frankie J- Suga Suga
Sometimes I wonder how a single person could make such a difference in one person’s life. But he’s just different. Maybe it’s his attitude, maybe it’s just his look. But he just takes my stomach and makes it so fluttery that I feel like I’m high. Something that cannot be explained. I’m confused. Why him? A mere mention of his name and I get jittery and look to see if he’s really there.
Two years he’s been by my side through thick and thin, always asking always questioning me. If I’m happy he joins in. If I’m sad he tries to cheer me up. I’ve seen him grown up into a man and I just can’t help but stare at him. He looks so strong and breathtaking that I cannot believe I have kept my want for him secret for so long. Is it so wrong to want or think of him in that way? He may know, he may not, but he’s still by my side and maybe that’s why I love our little maknae.
Se7en- The One
Of course, the one time we have an argument in the band, I am the one that left for the first time. No one expects the maknae to loose his cool and actually leave. Why? Why does he have to kiss a girl for a TV show? Why in all god’s name did I have to lose my cool over it? It’s just a stupid kiss. But that ugly head of jealousy decided to make itself known in my heart and I opened my mouth before it could be stopped. “What are they going to make you make out with some girl for publicity? Cause some controversy that would be great fucking attention to the band right before the new cd?” Of course he gave me a confused look, and I immediately ran out the door.
Standing here in the rain, leaning against a railing, I look out onto the river. Letting the rain soak me, I silently cry, knowing that they would all hate me because my secret was pretty much all but out in the open. I love him. That is why jealousy took me over for a second.
All of a sudden the rain stops hitting me but keeps falling; I know why, but I don’t want to see who’s holding that umbrella. “You know maknae if you wanted to kiss me so badly all you had to do is say something.” I let out a chuckle, most if which is covered up by my broken voice. “Please don’t hate me.” A sigh is heard before the umbrella is dropped and arms wrap around me, a head resting on my shoulder. “I could never hate you maknae. You’re the only one I could never hate.” I smile and lean into those arms. “I couldn’t be mad at you even if I tried Jiyongie.”
Paramore- Crushcrushcrush
“Jiyong what are you doing,” is the first thing that comes out of my mouth when I enter the apartment. “I’m doing what I should have done a long time ago.” “What do you mean? Where are the others?” Jiyong smiled at me before answering, “They left. They know exactly what you and I have been feeling towards each other. Don’t deny it. Youngbae told me everything.” Hearing all of this from his mouth makes me so weak kneed that I can’t believe I’m still standing. Of course it doesn’t help that I’m pushed up against the wall, his body pinning me up. “So let’s do something about this little crush we both have on each other Seungri.” “W-what do you suggest?” That’s when he smiled and crushed his lips against mine.
Dir en Grey- The Pledge, acoustic version
“You promised to be here. You told me you would never leave. Why? Why did you lie? I hate you. But I hate you because I loved you. You were everything to me Seungri. You never listed to us, saying you weren’t a child. Always laughed it off and went on your merry way. But why couldn’t you just listen to me for once? I don’t know what to do with myself anymore. Please, just, god Seungri please come back to me. I can’t take it being separated from you this long.”
The last we saw his smiling face was getting on his motorcycle to go get us some food. Two hours went by and we got the phone call. We lost him forever. Never again would we hear his voice to tell us to stop babying him. All because we wanted food late at night and a drunk driver decided he needed more beer.
Big Bang- We Belong Together
They all screamed when we would hug or fake kiss each other. They loved the pictures that we took together. It was always him hanging on me. I don’t know why. Maybe they wanted to keep my profile as the so called innocent one. So that’s what I did for everyone. I thought it was all just a big joke.
“Jiyongie want something to eat?” I ask stepping into his room, to find him staring at something. Me. “Hyung? Earth to hyung.” I walk up to his bed and he’s turned his stare up to the ceiling. “What’s wrong?” A sigh escapes him but no reply. I lay across his bed settling my head on his stomach. Fingers slowly run through my hair and dinner is suddenly the last thing on my mind. We lay there in silence for a while until I sigh in contentment and rub my cheek against him, trying to get more comfortable and turning on my side. I look up and see him staring at me in return. We both smile at each other and just lay there, until we both fall asleep. We belong together huh hyung?
Sometimes I wonder how a single person could make such a difference in one person’s life. But he’s just different. Maybe it’s his attitude, maybe it’s just his look. But he just takes my stomach and makes it so fluttery that I feel like I’m high. Something that cannot be explained. I’m confused. Why him? A mere mention of his name and I get jittery and look to see if he’s really there.
Two years he’s been by my side through thick and thin, always asking always questioning me. If I’m happy he joins in. If I’m sad he tries to cheer me up. I’ve seen him grown up into a man and I just can’t help but stare at him. He looks so strong and breathtaking that I cannot believe I have kept my want for him secret for so long. Is it so wrong to want or think of him in that way? He may know, he may not, but he’s still by my side and maybe that’s why I love our little maknae.
Se7en- The One
Of course, the one time we have an argument in the band, I am the one that left for the first time. No one expects the maknae to loose his cool and actually leave. Why? Why does he have to kiss a girl for a TV show? Why in all god’s name did I have to lose my cool over it? It’s just a stupid kiss. But that ugly head of jealousy decided to make itself known in my heart and I opened my mouth before it could be stopped. “What are they going to make you make out with some girl for publicity? Cause some controversy that would be great fucking attention to the band right before the new cd?” Of course he gave me a confused look, and I immediately ran out the door.
Standing here in the rain, leaning against a railing, I look out onto the river. Letting the rain soak me, I silently cry, knowing that they would all hate me because my secret was pretty much all but out in the open. I love him. That is why jealousy took me over for a second.
All of a sudden the rain stops hitting me but keeps falling; I know why, but I don’t want to see who’s holding that umbrella. “You know maknae if you wanted to kiss me so badly all you had to do is say something.” I let out a chuckle, most if which is covered up by my broken voice. “Please don’t hate me.” A sigh is heard before the umbrella is dropped and arms wrap around me, a head resting on my shoulder. “I could never hate you maknae. You’re the only one I could never hate.” I smile and lean into those arms. “I couldn’t be mad at you even if I tried Jiyongie.”
Paramore- Crushcrushcrush
“Jiyong what are you doing,” is the first thing that comes out of my mouth when I enter the apartment. “I’m doing what I should have done a long time ago.” “What do you mean? Where are the others?” Jiyong smiled at me before answering, “They left. They know exactly what you and I have been feeling towards each other. Don’t deny it. Youngbae told me everything.” Hearing all of this from his mouth makes me so weak kneed that I can’t believe I’m still standing. Of course it doesn’t help that I’m pushed up against the wall, his body pinning me up. “So let’s do something about this little crush we both have on each other Seungri.” “W-what do you suggest?” That’s when he smiled and crushed his lips against mine.
Dir en Grey- The Pledge, acoustic version
“You promised to be here. You told me you would never leave. Why? Why did you lie? I hate you. But I hate you because I loved you. You were everything to me Seungri. You never listed to us, saying you weren’t a child. Always laughed it off and went on your merry way. But why couldn’t you just listen to me for once? I don’t know what to do with myself anymore. Please, just, god Seungri please come back to me. I can’t take it being separated from you this long.”
The last we saw his smiling face was getting on his motorcycle to go get us some food. Two hours went by and we got the phone call. We lost him forever. Never again would we hear his voice to tell us to stop babying him. All because we wanted food late at night and a drunk driver decided he needed more beer.
Big Bang- We Belong Together
They all screamed when we would hug or fake kiss each other. They loved the pictures that we took together. It was always him hanging on me. I don’t know why. Maybe they wanted to keep my profile as the so called innocent one. So that’s what I did for everyone. I thought it was all just a big joke.
“Jiyongie want something to eat?” I ask stepping into his room, to find him staring at something. Me. “Hyung? Earth to hyung.” I walk up to his bed and he’s turned his stare up to the ceiling. “What’s wrong?” A sigh escapes him but no reply. I lay across his bed settling my head on his stomach. Fingers slowly run through my hair and dinner is suddenly the last thing on my mind. We lay there in silence for a while until I sigh in contentment and rub my cheek against him, trying to get more comfortable and turning on my side. I look up and see him staring at me in return. We both smile at each other and just lay there, until we both fall asleep. We belong together huh hyung?