Life today
Hey urbody, what up??? I thought i might tell you about my day.... Well to start it off i woke up to clayton callin me and wakin my ass up at 11 30, wantin to know if i wanna go to the mall w/ him and jessica c. After that i got up and got around and ended up goin to leannas til about 3 15 and her mom took us to the mall. There we met up with clayton and jessica. Than we walkd around and just chilled. We ended up goin to the movies just to get kicked out cuz we had our feet on the seats in front of us. Than we sat down for bout half hour or so at lil ceasars and talked. I relized Jessica is very borin to talk to(sometimes).
-lol- After that we went to F.Y.E., clayton got a cd. I went to PacSun and i bought some new cologne. Vurt. I also bought i Playboy Poker set at a book store in the mall. In between all that i saw Mike Domako and his sis, Chris Roosa, JRobb, n JLeonard. That was my day.
My night was pretty cool i guess. I was talkin to Kelsi when JRobb n JLeonard decided to drop by around 10. So I went outside to chill with them for a lil while. Than I went back inside when they left and played poker for fun with my lil bro (which was boring as hell). Than I called Kelsi back and talked to her til about 12 30. Than i started watchin fresh prince til now. Now im done watchin TV. So i decided to update this.
Well, every once in a while i decide to write shit down, to let out my feelings. Yes its like freestyle poems. No i aint soft and shit, its just an easy way to let it out rather than bein emo or fighting people or shit like that. So ive wrote about 15 poems now since march. I aint as perfect as everyone thought. I have a lot more problems of my own that people dont relize. I do try to hide it so i look as if nothing is wrong. But thats just sugar-coated bullshit lies. So now anyone who reads this that knows me, knows now that i aint someone without problems. Did i fool you? If i did than im really good at hidin shit.
Slowly slippin away,
Feelings forgotten.
Not lost or gone,
Just forgotten
Slowly dieing on the inside.
Bloody markings on my skin
Show the pain i feel.
Caused by the hopes i have.
Hopes so high.
Hopes high enough to kill,
To kill my soul.
Yet this love,
This love for you
Is still being held onto.
For maybe this pain,
Will be pushed away.
Away for another day
So i can feel your love
Once again
Thats one thing i wrote.... soft?? maybe...just A way i feel.
Comment and maybe you can tell me how it makes you feel.
Or just what you think about it.
PEACE!
Chris
-lol- After that we went to F.Y.E., clayton got a cd. I went to PacSun and i bought some new cologne. Vurt. I also bought i Playboy Poker set at a book store in the mall. In between all that i saw Mike Domako and his sis, Chris Roosa, JRobb, n JLeonard. That was my day.
My night was pretty cool i guess. I was talkin to Kelsi when JRobb n JLeonard decided to drop by around 10. So I went outside to chill with them for a lil while. Than I went back inside when they left and played poker for fun with my lil bro (which was boring as hell). Than I called Kelsi back and talked to her til about 12 30. Than i started watchin fresh prince til now. Now im done watchin TV. So i decided to update this.
Well, every once in a while i decide to write shit down, to let out my feelings. Yes its like freestyle poems. No i aint soft and shit, its just an easy way to let it out rather than bein emo or fighting people or shit like that. So ive wrote about 15 poems now since march. I aint as perfect as everyone thought. I have a lot more problems of my own that people dont relize. I do try to hide it so i look as if nothing is wrong. But thats just sugar-coated bullshit lies. So now anyone who reads this that knows me, knows now that i aint someone without problems. Did i fool you? If i did than im really good at hidin shit.
Slowly slippin away,
Feelings forgotten.
Not lost or gone,
Just forgotten
Slowly dieing on the inside.
Bloody markings on my skin
Show the pain i feel.
Caused by the hopes i have.
Hopes so high.
Hopes high enough to kill,
To kill my soul.
Yet this love,
This love for you
Is still being held onto.
For maybe this pain,
Will be pushed away.
Away for another day
So i can feel your love
Once again
Thats one thing i wrote.... soft?? maybe...just A way i feel.
Comment and maybe you can tell me how it makes you feel.
Or just what you think about it.
PEACE!
Chris