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i have been "investing" alot lately into my heart. buying things that make my heart happy and my soul content. so why then does it eat away at me? i kind of feel like a failure when it comes to money. almost all of the things i buy, advocate for living for ones heart and soul, not the things bought with money, which is the real sillyness in all of this. i try not to be a slave to my wallet, but it seems like in this world, unless you stay a slave, you loose. its going to be even worse once school starts.
thats not the only thing bothering me though. my mind is allways wandering nowadays. im allways thinking about what it would take to just pack up the essentials and leave. wander the country, sometimes on foot, sometimes hitching a ride, sometimes working for bus fare. Eating only enough to keep me alive. showing all that cross me and think me a no good stranger, never cross a man who has nothing to loose. but then i open my eyes and here i am back in my room, same friends, same job, same life. and i sink abit.
on a side note, i have been feeling physically off lately too, i think i injured my left wing...
thats not the only thing bothering me though. my mind is allways wandering nowadays. im allways thinking about what it would take to just pack up the essentials and leave. wander the country, sometimes on foot, sometimes hitching a ride, sometimes working for bus fare. Eating only enough to keep me alive. showing all that cross me and think me a no good stranger, never cross a man who has nothing to loose. but then i open my eyes and here i am back in my room, same friends, same job, same life. and i sink abit.
on a side note, i have been feeling physically off lately too, i think i injured my left wing...