things...
+ well. I feel kind of blah recently. I don't know why. You know one of those days when you feel like you're not in the mood to do anything? Well, I don't have only one of them, I have been having them since Monday and it's driving me crazy.
I don't feel like working. Which is bad. Real bad. I feel so unproductive in the last one or two weeks and it makes me feel damn bad about myself and also I feel bad to my boss and coleagues. I don't know, it's kind of my consciousness, nagging at the back of my mind, reminding me that I really should do more than this, but I just feel - bleh.
I really need to pick up myself, because I really want to do well in my job. I'm resigning by the end of August and I really want to leave the job feeling good and quite satisfied that I've done something here. I don't want to walk out feeling like a loser because of my unproductivity in the last couple of days.
I hope this won't last long. I really need something to pick up my interest/spirit/energy again. But.. everything just kind of seems... bland.
+ I kind of get stucked with my fic writing also. I have a couple short Unitedslash fics and an Andy/Roger longer fic perfectly formed in my head but I just can't put them into writing!! Argh! *pulls hair*
See? Unproductive *headdesk*
+ Yey for Scholesy's injury not being as bad as they originally thought :)! Might still need the 3 weeks reast, but hopefully he'll only miss the Charity SHield and the Reading match, yes, please.
+ Not yey for the news that United has given permission for Smith to talk with Middlesbrough though :(. Hopefully it's not true and just a wind up.
I don't feel like working. Which is bad. Real bad. I feel so unproductive in the last one or two weeks and it makes me feel damn bad about myself and also I feel bad to my boss and coleagues. I don't know, it's kind of my consciousness, nagging at the back of my mind, reminding me that I really should do more than this, but I just feel - bleh.
I really need to pick up myself, because I really want to do well in my job. I'm resigning by the end of August and I really want to leave the job feeling good and quite satisfied that I've done something here. I don't want to walk out feeling like a loser because of my unproductivity in the last couple of days.
I hope this won't last long. I really need something to pick up my interest/spirit/energy again. But.. everything just kind of seems... bland.
+ I kind of get stucked with my fic writing also. I have a couple short Unitedslash fics and an Andy/Roger longer fic perfectly formed in my head but I just can't put them into writing!! Argh! *pulls hair*
See? Unproductive *headdesk*
+ Yey for Scholesy's injury not being as bad as they originally thought :)! Might still need the 3 weeks reast, but hopefully he'll only miss the Charity SHield and the Reading match, yes, please.
+ Not yey for the news that United has given permission for Smith to talk with Middlesbrough though :(. Hopefully it's not true and just a wind up.