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oh god. ohgodohgodohgod.
i cannot do this to myself. i cannot do this to garett. or alex.
oh god.
i need a way to un-send an email.
i need a way to make my brain stop thinking.
i need a way to make the headache and the tears and the panic stop but the only sure-fire way i ever head is totally unavailable at the moment and oh god what have i done?
i need to sleep.
i need to sleep.
i need to crawl into a hole and die.
i cannot do this to myself. i cannot do this to garett. or alex.
oh god.
i need a way to un-send an email.
i need a way to make my brain stop thinking.
i need a way to make the headache and the tears and the panic stop but the only sure-fire way i ever head is totally unavailable at the moment and oh god what have i done?
i need to sleep.
i need to sleep.
i need to crawl into a hole and die.