Adorm sau nu adorm?
Este 6.10, insa nu am adormit.
It's already early morning, I can see the sunlight through the curtain. My body tells 'adoarme, acum', dar my mind doesn't want to sleep and just wants to lose consciousness, to vanish from this world altogether, with my physical entity.
Reality vs emotion, practical matters vs feelings. People's behaviour vs my...don't know the word(s).
Time, destiny (?), rights and responsibilities, the future (?), the present, the past (?), people, identity, stability, honesty, blurry border between right and wrong and between correct and inappropriate, attitude, perception, wishes, hope, desperation, conflict, contradiction, protection, defence, ignorance, knowledge, logic, concern, joy (?), happiness (?), anxiety, help, no help, confusion, frustration, agitation, haste, unrealistic behaviour, escape, taking things for granted, self-centred thinking, actions and consequences, decisions and implications, different minds and different thoughts, blindness, knowledge, experience, love, clear-sightedness, compromises, change, fear, hatred, opposition, approval, permission, good will, doubt, communication, cross purposes, etc., etc., etc., .............
Acum este 7.13.
It's already early morning, I can see the sunlight through the curtain. My body tells 'adoarme, acum', dar my mind doesn't want to sleep and just wants to lose consciousness, to vanish from this world altogether, with my physical entity.
Reality vs emotion, practical matters vs feelings. People's behaviour vs my...don't know the word(s).
Time, destiny (?), rights and responsibilities, the future (?), the present, the past (?), people, identity, stability, honesty, blurry border between right and wrong and between correct and inappropriate, attitude, perception, wishes, hope, desperation, conflict, contradiction, protection, defence, ignorance, knowledge, logic, concern, joy (?), happiness (?), anxiety, help, no help, confusion, frustration, agitation, haste, unrealistic behaviour, escape, taking things for granted, self-centred thinking, actions and consequences, decisions and implications, different minds and different thoughts, blindness, knowledge, experience, love, clear-sightedness, compromises, change, fear, hatred, opposition, approval, permission, good will, doubt, communication, cross purposes, etc., etc., etc., .............
Acum este 7.13.