Title: addicted Shou/Hiroto
Title: addicted
Pairing: shou/hiroto
Rate: M. unbeta-ed
Warning: drugs, abuse, rape
Shou loves Hiroto more than anything in the world, but Hiroto loves another…
Shou sits waiting in the corner of their bedroom, it’s 2 in the morning and Hiroto isn’t home yet. But shou’s not worried it’s normal now, every night it’s always the same. Sometimes it would be wonderful, sometimes it would be hell. Shou glances at the clock again, it’s 2.30am. Hiroto should be home soon, Shou’s tired but he loves Hiroto and should be there in case he needs help.
Shou sighs today’s the day Alice nine broke up 1 year ago, nobody wanted it especially Shou but he loves Hiroto and Hiroto wanted to leave. So shou followed him, eventually everyone just left. Tora became a doctor like his family wanted and Saga is now a model and Nao owns a café on Tokyo. They hardly speak now, everyone so busy with their lives the only people who are still together are Hiroto and Shou.
Suddenly the front door slams open and Shou can hear Hiroto stumble and swear in their apartment, Shou rushes from his corner. He knows in his heart tonight is going to be hell. Shou runs out to see Hiroto swearing and kicking at the coffee table they picked out together 2 years ago. He runs over and holds Hiroto run under his arms and attempts to guide him back into their bedroom. Hiroto’s fist comes flying out and hits Shou’s face and Shou could hear something break under those knuckles but he tries not to cry, this would only anger Hiroto more.
His sweet darling Hiroto started changing after he got his new look, everything about him changed and eventually it dawned on the band that Hiroto was using. But they didn’t know what only that he would stumble into practice hours late with a dazed look and be paranoid. Then a couple months later he demands that he leaves the band and that Shou follow him. Everything fell apart after that. Now all shou does is wait night and day for Hiroto to come home afraid to go out or work in case something happened and he wasn’t there to save Hiroto.
Every night it would get worse, now Shou never saw his Hiroto anymore just a stranger in his body. Sometimes he would be loving and cuddle him, something there would be hitting and verbal abuse or worse non stop rape until Hiroto grew tired then Shou shower and wash off all the blood. Everyone knows and they tell him to leave Hiroto but how can he?
He loves hiroto but hiroto loves another, someone called meth. He will be always be with Hiroto until the day he dies, because every night in his dreams his Hiroto never changed.