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wow. it has been awhile since i have posted anything in here. I guess i will start with what is going on in our life right now. Cayne and I are living at Justin's until we can get a place which I hope is soon. I just can't wait until we can get back on our own. I am tired of depending on someone else. If we have to depend on someone else, I feel like Sage can't depend on us. And that makes me feel like shit. I just want to have a good life for sage. she is the most important thing in my life and we need to step up.
I am working at the bowling alley here in Sturgis. It sucks. There is so much drama. I just can't stand it. I have never had to deal with people not liking me. and it isn't that the bowlers don't like me, because they do. it is my employers. i dont know what I have done for people to hate me. I am a good waitress. People like me. I don't know what I am going to do about that. I guess start looking for another job and turn in my two week notice. Plus I make 5.50 an hour. I don't make enough tips to make it to minimum wage and I can't be coming home with three dollars every night like I have been. I just can't do it. I can't support a family with that little money.
Anyway on to something that makes me happy. Sage is eight months old. She has her bottom two teeth. She isn't walking but she can crawl and say a few things. She can wave and say, "Bye bye." She also says momma, poppa. She is just so frickin' cute.
I am working at the bowling alley here in Sturgis. It sucks. There is so much drama. I just can't stand it. I have never had to deal with people not liking me. and it isn't that the bowlers don't like me, because they do. it is my employers. i dont know what I have done for people to hate me. I am a good waitress. People like me. I don't know what I am going to do about that. I guess start looking for another job and turn in my two week notice. Plus I make 5.50 an hour. I don't make enough tips to make it to minimum wage and I can't be coming home with three dollars every night like I have been. I just can't do it. I can't support a family with that little money.
Anyway on to something that makes me happy. Sage is eight months old. She has her bottom two teeth. She isn't walking but she can crawl and say a few things. She can wave and say, "Bye bye." She also says momma, poppa. She is just so frickin' cute.