FUCKING ANGRY
Maybe we have to start one by one and make people realize that drugs are not worth it! . Nothing is good about a drug addict. They lie, steal, and forget whats most important. EARTH. Fucking grow up and live life the way your supposed to...make something of yourself or just be an idiot and turn into a fucking bum on the side of the road because guess what...thats whats gunna happen.
You know what i want...i fucking want aaron to be a good goddamm fucking not peice of garbage boyfriend. i love the kid times 100. Is it so much to ask for ... for him to fucking chill with me on the weekends and give me a few minutes of his time durning his school week? Instead he lies to me, tells me that hes gunna hang out with me and then fucking ditches me to go do STUPID shit. I FUCKING HATE IT. I care for this kid more then the world. fucking fuck . and i want it to be with aaron. Myabe its a phase maybe whens he grows up and wisens a little bit it will be worth it that ive been sitting here in complete pain. Things were fucking PERFECT up until this summer. He showed me affection and cared for me. Now its like i dont know if i can even believe him about shit anymore. besides the fact that he makes me feel like i should believe him and i should be able to right...but i hear from tons of people all the time that aaron does this and aaron does that whenever he says hes gunna hang out with me and doesnt. FUCKING SHOOT ME. i dont know what to do.
You know what i want...i fucking want aaron to be a good goddamm fucking not peice of garbage boyfriend. i love the kid times 100. Is it so much to ask for ... for him to fucking chill with me on the weekends and give me a few minutes of his time durning his school week? Instead he lies to me, tells me that hes gunna hang out with me and then fucking ditches me to go do STUPID shit. I FUCKING HATE IT. I care for this kid more then the world. fucking fuck . and i want it to be with aaron. Myabe its a phase maybe whens he grows up and wisens a little bit it will be worth it that ive been sitting here in complete pain. Things were fucking PERFECT up until this summer. He showed me affection and cared for me. Now its like i dont know if i can even believe him about shit anymore. besides the fact that he makes me feel like i should believe him and i should be able to right...but i hear from tons of people all the time that aaron does this and aaron does that whenever he says hes gunna hang out with me and doesnt. FUCKING SHOOT ME. i dont know what to do.