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what was i thinking! metro is meant for all of you very intelligent, artistic, open minded, know everything that is goin on in the world, patriotic, collage bound people...not me. I dont even wanna go to collage!! I was ranked number 5 out of like 800 or somthin kids at my old school...number 5!!!! and now im like the dumbest person at metro. I should have just stayed at career academy, yea i was unhappy, i hated that fucking place, but at least i would have had good grades and people wouldnt call me stupid, and i wouldnt be so self conscience everytime im around dylan and laura and emily and teresa and omg NATE!!omg i wish you would stop fucking calling me stupid and retarded and slow, sometimes i just wanna fucking sdkjfklasdjf;aksdjfl;ak you, i couldnt say what i wanted to,but basically anyone that goes to metro makes me feel so stupid. except mary she doesnt make me feel stupid, i can be myself around her and i dont have to worry about her calling me stupid if i say something that might not be all that smart lol.
I have all this homework to worry about
I still like kenny like alot and its obvious he doesnt like me anymore
-that hurts like hell!
My brother is missing
My mom wont call me back
Then there is always Jesse in the back of my mind (Leave me the fuck alone!)
We just got a hospital bill thats XXXthousand dollars! so yea were screwed
Christmas is coming up and i dont have any money what so ever to get anyone anything, and that makes me feel like shit about my self.
Then on top of all of that my aunt is fucking dying of cancer!
after she is gone who the fuck am i gonna have! there is no one left here, my uncle cant take care of me he didnt even take care of his own kids!
What a great fucking life! i love it! C'mon God keep throwing it at me! I can handle it!
I can do it all and still smile everyday and make all of you believe i have a perfect life!
See im just that fucking M'azing!!!!!
I have all this homework to worry about
I still like kenny like alot and its obvious he doesnt like me anymore
-that hurts like hell!
My brother is missing
My mom wont call me back
Then there is always Jesse in the back of my mind (Leave me the fuck alone!)
We just got a hospital bill thats XXXthousand dollars! so yea were screwed
Christmas is coming up and i dont have any money what so ever to get anyone anything, and that makes me feel like shit about my self.
Then on top of all of that my aunt is fucking dying of cancer!
after she is gone who the fuck am i gonna have! there is no one left here, my uncle cant take care of me he didnt even take care of his own kids!
What a great fucking life! i love it! C'mon God keep throwing it at me! I can handle it!
I can do it all and still smile everyday and make all of you believe i have a perfect life!
See im just that fucking M'azing!!!!!