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UUUUGGGHHH!!!! Im sick and tired of everything!!! It's so annoying
-The homework
-whatever the hell is goin on between me and kenny??!?!? confusing shit
-Mary secretly being drove insane by it, and hating me over it
-Laura allllwaays with zach
-My aunt always talking about dying and shit, Hello i dont wanna fucking talk about that
-My brothers....Im still alive guys if you even care!!!
-My dad...Where the fuck are you, and why dont you care about me!!?!?!?!
-This house! Its driving me insane, they dont want me here, and yet they wont let me leave..make up your freakin minds cuz while your conthemplating wether to keep me here or kick me out, wether you love me or hate me, wether im useless or not, ect..im going fucking crazy!! i do have feeling,even if i dont show them they are there!!
-trying to be perfect like aunt frans "sweet sweet children" so she wont be so dissapointed
-This photoshoot crap coming up
-everyone like wanting to drink and party and do drugs or have sex, and all this crap. Do what you do but i just dont see the point, and just cuz i dont do it dont be like "blah blah kayanna dont tell them that drinking is bad for them blah blah blah". I just tell you guys that cuz i know what it can do, not saying that it will cuz it might not, but i know the possiblities; i had to live with the shit. I care bout you guys so i tell you, but fuck it you didnt ask me to care so why do i bother. Go drink and become alchaholics, get into drugs, have kids, ruin their lives then leave them, become old and die fucking alone with your fucking beer and crack and pot and what ever else you might do cuz it makes you have a little bit more fun, or helps you relax for and hour or two, or just cuz everyone else is doing it.Good fucking luck! Have the fucking time of your life!!
-MORE MORE MORE MORE!!!
Im tired of it all it's too much for one person to handle. I never use to cry, litterally i would go months and not shed one tear, but lately iv been crying alot and i dont like it! I wish i had an actuall person to tell this stuff to, someone that actually cared and listened instead of this website. Its sad when all you have to turn to is a some webpage.
I dont wanna be like her, Lord help me!
-The homework
-whatever the hell is goin on between me and kenny??!?!? confusing shit
-Mary secretly being drove insane by it, and hating me over it
-Laura allllwaays with zach
-My aunt always talking about dying and shit, Hello i dont wanna fucking talk about that
-My brothers....Im still alive guys if you even care!!!
-My dad...Where the fuck are you, and why dont you care about me!!?!?!?!
-This house! Its driving me insane, they dont want me here, and yet they wont let me leave..make up your freakin minds cuz while your conthemplating wether to keep me here or kick me out, wether you love me or hate me, wether im useless or not, ect..im going fucking crazy!! i do have feeling,even if i dont show them they are there!!
-trying to be perfect like aunt frans "sweet sweet children" so she wont be so dissapointed
-This photoshoot crap coming up
-everyone like wanting to drink and party and do drugs or have sex, and all this crap. Do what you do but i just dont see the point, and just cuz i dont do it dont be like "blah blah kayanna dont tell them that drinking is bad for them blah blah blah". I just tell you guys that cuz i know what it can do, not saying that it will cuz it might not, but i know the possiblities; i had to live with the shit. I care bout you guys so i tell you, but fuck it you didnt ask me to care so why do i bother. Go drink and become alchaholics, get into drugs, have kids, ruin their lives then leave them, become old and die fucking alone with your fucking beer and crack and pot and what ever else you might do cuz it makes you have a little bit more fun, or helps you relax for and hour or two, or just cuz everyone else is doing it.Good fucking luck! Have the fucking time of your life!!
-MORE MORE MORE MORE!!!
Im tired of it all it's too much for one person to handle. I never use to cry, litterally i would go months and not shed one tear, but lately iv been crying alot and i dont like it! I wish i had an actuall person to tell this stuff to, someone that actually cared and listened instead of this website. Its sad when all you have to turn to is a some webpage.
I dont wanna be like her, Lord help me!