Im Leaving!!
Well i got excepted into Job Corps. I am leaving April 11th, soon i know. Life has seemed to be very insane for the past months. I have never ever been as confused as I am now. I thought about Death, but i just dont think that right for me. I am afraid of being alone, an outcast, a bum in society. That is one of my worst fears. Nothing ever seems to go well for me. Its like this : Something good happens(geat opportunity),: Then everything goes wrong. Why cant good things happen to me?? I need some help bigtime. Hopefully after i complete my classes things wont be as bad. I think maybe i just need to calm down sleep and relax. oh well that will never happen. Well goodnight