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my life goes up and down like waves. sometimes so quickly that i am easily confused and am not sure how to react or feel. i am in this state right now, but somehow i am on an upswing, i think.
1. getting a tax return, and relieving me of some stress for a little while
2. the above gives me some momentum, and when i have a small cushion of money, somehow i feel like i am able to be more productive.
3. a new best friend. a friendship that i know will last, makes me feel safe and open and brings out a side of me i wish could be present always.
4. going to spend saturday and sunday with candice and jill in indy. been planning this for weeks, cannot WAIT. these girls are kindred spirits. i lack those in bloomington.
5. the sun is shining. i can deal with winter as long as the sun is shining.
6. b-complex vitamins. seriously. help. so. much.
7. the prospect of making some giclee prints of my work. its exciting. i hope they sell.
still feeling like i need a therapist right now. still feeling unsatisified. but i cling to the thought that someday, somehow, things will be better, stable, and i will be happy. somehow.
1. getting a tax return, and relieving me of some stress for a little while
2. the above gives me some momentum, and when i have a small cushion of money, somehow i feel like i am able to be more productive.
3. a new best friend. a friendship that i know will last, makes me feel safe and open and brings out a side of me i wish could be present always.
4. going to spend saturday and sunday with candice and jill in indy. been planning this for weeks, cannot WAIT. these girls are kindred spirits. i lack those in bloomington.
5. the sun is shining. i can deal with winter as long as the sun is shining.
6. b-complex vitamins. seriously. help. so. much.
7. the prospect of making some giclee prints of my work. its exciting. i hope they sell.
still feeling like i need a therapist right now. still feeling unsatisified. but i cling to the thought that someday, somehow, things will be better, stable, and i will be happy. somehow.