Woosah :o)~

Sep 13, 2003 11:57

i want a love like me thinkin' of you thinkin' of me or me tellin' my friends more than i've ever admitted to myself about how i feel about you type love or hating how jealous you are but loving how much you want me all to yourself type love or seeing how your 1st name sounds so good next to my last name and i wanted to see how far i could get without calling and i barely made it out of my garage. see, i want a love that makes me wait until she falls asleep and wonder if she's dreaming about us being in love type love or who loves the other more or what she's doing at this exact moment or slow dancing in the middle of our apartment to the music of our hearts, closing my eyes and imagining how a love so good could hurt so bad when she;s not there and shit, i love not knowing where this love is heading type love, and check this.. i wanna place those little post-it notes all around the house, so she never forgets how much i love her type love and not have enough ink in my pen to write all the things i love about her love and hope i make her feel as good as she makes me feel and i wanna deal with my friends making fun of me like i made fun of them, when they went through the same kind of love, type love only difference is this is one of those real love type loves, and just like in high school i wanna spend hours on the phone not saying shit and then fall asleep and then wake up with her right next to me, smell her all up in my covers type love and i wanna try countin the ways i love her and then lose count in the middle just so i can start all over again and i wanna celebrate one of those 1 month anniversaries, even though theyre not really anniversaries, but doing it just because it makes her happy type loves and check this.. i wanna fall in love with the melody the phone plays when the numbers dial into it type love and then talk to you until i lose my breath, she leaves me breathless, but with expanding my lungs, i inhale all of her back into me. i wanna love that makes me need to change my cell phone calling plan to something that allows me to talk to her longer because in all honesty, i wanna avoid one of those high cell phone bill type loves. i wanna love that makes me regret how small my hands are, i mean the lines on my palm dont give me enough time to love you as long as i like to type love and i want a love that makes me st-st-stutter just thinking about how strong this love type love is. i want a love that makes me wanna cut off all my hair. well, maybe not all my hair.. maybe, ill cut the split ends and trim my mustache but it would still be a symbol of how strong my love is for her. i kind of feel comfortable now.. so, i even be fantasizing about walking out on a green light just dying to get hit by a car, so i could lose my memory, get transported to some third-world country get treated, somehow meet up with you again, so i can fall in love with in a different language and see if it still feels the same type love. i want a love thats as explainable as she is, but im married, so she's gonna be the one i share this love with.
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