Cold and heartless
From non stop laughters to non stop worries to non stop tears.
i feel horrible and i cant do anything about exept for sit here and write in my fucking lj. J needs to be with her friends rigt now but she is at her Aunts house out of reach with all of us and ive been worrying about her since she told something was up. I just love how everything happens just like that. She had the same thing that happend to me a few years back.
I cam home and both my mom and dad where home in the same room and i just knew something was wrong and then they told us and it hit me , but i didnt know how to react i didnt really tell anyone. Know im thinking that maybe i dindt tell anyone cuz i dont want to admit it really happend but i cant dont really know what i was thinking.
J i know this is just some fucking lj entry but im here for you through everything and i promise you that things will start to change and the laughter will concure all. *hugs* love ya
-Cold-
Worriness fills her eyes
Her heart pounding
Her soul is breaking
No one there to hold her hand
Her shadow is her only friend
She condoles in her room
The music blaring
Tuning out her tears
And helping her loose her fears
So much for one girl
Her mascara running
Darkening the cold look left in her eye
As if she lost something more than some memory
So faded and left out
As if she never once felt wanted
The memory of the day
And the day after
Will scar her for life
So every time she wakes up
She’s slapped in the face with it
Cold and heartless
Is how she felt that day
And cold and heartless she
Stays
<3
im always here for ya hun *hugs*
keep on li/ovinh
-crystal
dont steal
i feel horrible and i cant do anything about exept for sit here and write in my fucking lj. J needs to be with her friends rigt now but she is at her Aunts house out of reach with all of us and ive been worrying about her since she told something was up. I just love how everything happens just like that. She had the same thing that happend to me a few years back.
I cam home and both my mom and dad where home in the same room and i just knew something was wrong and then they told us and it hit me , but i didnt know how to react i didnt really tell anyone. Know im thinking that maybe i dindt tell anyone cuz i dont want to admit it really happend but i cant dont really know what i was thinking.
J i know this is just some fucking lj entry but im here for you through everything and i promise you that things will start to change and the laughter will concure all. *hugs* love ya
-Cold-
Worriness fills her eyes
Her heart pounding
Her soul is breaking
No one there to hold her hand
Her shadow is her only friend
She condoles in her room
The music blaring
Tuning out her tears
And helping her loose her fears
So much for one girl
Her mascara running
Darkening the cold look left in her eye
As if she lost something more than some memory
So faded and left out
As if she never once felt wanted
The memory of the day
And the day after
Will scar her for life
So every time she wakes up
She’s slapped in the face with it
Cold and heartless
Is how she felt that day
And cold and heartless she
Stays
<3
im always here for ya hun *hugs*
keep on li/ovinh
-crystal
dont steal