Oct 24, 2006 23:10
So this isnt even in the same scope as what anyone would call poetry but damn, after a couple Yeagers I guess it'll do. Some of this was brought on due to old pictures found and partly due to stress of the upcoming Austin trip:
so is sunshine
so are clouds
so is the past
so is now
happy in the here
wishful, wantfull for now
does happiness really equal compromise
do wishes come true
when all your choices are made
you still only have you
blame is obsolete
time is never
here the fuck we go
on this goddamn endeavor
some live
some love
some days we're lucky
and look above
around and beyond
within
selfishness is sadness
oneness is pure
i guess it's all in where you've been
that decides where you go
and what you will make
of the choices you have now
and what you will take
of the life given and chosen
of the past wanted to relive
what you have now
to yourself only give
because after the life
choices and kids
it is you who will die
with yourself continued to live
So this is how
I make myslef better
To remind me
of this fucking trip
That life is my choice
my privilege to learn
that it is all about me
and the happiness i can give
to myself and to others
reaching purity
i know is not mine
learning to be happy
is what to hold in this time