GROUNDED
So, yea. Although the night was fun. I'm the stupid fuck who got caught. Well, one of us was bound to get caught, midaswell have been me. Cuz god just hates me that much & I have the worst luck in the entire world. So, I'm grounded from the computer & going out. I still have my cell though. But whats the fucking point if I'm not even leaving my house. Well, I can go on the computer when my mom is at work, but that's it. It totally sucks, summer is flying by, & I'm fucking grounded. I don't know for how long. My mom wouldn't tell me. twat.
So, Joel & I are offically broken up for good. I'm a little sad about it, but I think it was for the best. We are still friends & I want to keep it that way. I still enjoy talking to him about things.
I really don't want school to start. It's gonna suck so bad. Ugh. Sometimes I wish I could move. But then I wouldn't go to school with my friends & I would just die without them. I'm already dying being grounded. haha, It's like I'm dating them all. :D But sometimes I just want to move really far away, go to a new school where I know no one. Get a fresh start. I don't know.
I really need to get a job. I need money. Well, i just made 20 bucks from swimming, & I'll some next week for it. But once summer is over, I'm broke. It's just shitty trying to get a job at only fifteen. But whatev. My mom has a huge stick up her ass lately. Whatever, she can go choke on some rotton twat. Fucker.
I'm going up north next weekend. :) I can't wait. I love it up there. I havn't been up all summer either. Tasha & Nick are going. :D YAY BEANS! I love them. I havn't seen Nick in sooooooll long. I miss him like crazy. He's so awesome. :)
Well, right now I'm babysitting Jordan. He's watching Daddy Day Care. We painted for a little bit. I painted a pretty picture. :) I was so pissed that I had to get up early. I'm so fucking tired. I need sleeep. ahh.
well, these next couple days are gonna be so boring. Cuz I can't stand to be stuck in this house. I hate being here. Especially with my family. They make me hurt, I don't like them.
So, Joel & I are offically broken up for good. I'm a little sad about it, but I think it was for the best. We are still friends & I want to keep it that way. I still enjoy talking to him about things.
I really don't want school to start. It's gonna suck so bad. Ugh. Sometimes I wish I could move. But then I wouldn't go to school with my friends & I would just die without them. I'm already dying being grounded. haha, It's like I'm dating them all. :D But sometimes I just want to move really far away, go to a new school where I know no one. Get a fresh start. I don't know.
I really need to get a job. I need money. Well, i just made 20 bucks from swimming, & I'll some next week for it. But once summer is over, I'm broke. It's just shitty trying to get a job at only fifteen. But whatev. My mom has a huge stick up her ass lately. Whatever, she can go choke on some rotton twat. Fucker.
I'm going up north next weekend. :) I can't wait. I love it up there. I havn't been up all summer either. Tasha & Nick are going. :D YAY BEANS! I love them. I havn't seen Nick in sooooooll long. I miss him like crazy. He's so awesome. :)
Well, right now I'm babysitting Jordan. He's watching Daddy Day Care. We painted for a little bit. I painted a pretty picture. :) I was so pissed that I had to get up early. I'm so fucking tired. I need sleeep. ahh.
well, these next couple days are gonna be so boring. Cuz I can't stand to be stuck in this house. I hate being here. Especially with my family. They make me hurt, I don't like them.