a bit of a mess
Recently I got a "promotion" which they should have just called "hell on earth". It has only been two weeks but I feel my hair shall soon be gray, yeah I am that stressed. I have never felt so much pressure in my life. All for what I keep asking myself. Why the fuck did I say yes without getting the details. I would go into exactly what it is I do, but half of what I do I don't understand quite yet, lets just I walked into tornado of a mess and I am suppouse to fiqure out how to clean everything up myself.
The thing that gets me is the promises all the big wigs that I am working for told me.
"oh don't worry you'll catch on quick, your a bright girl"
"your going to get a huge raise and this job will help you climb the ladder"
fuck that I don't want to climb any ladder and I still haven't gotten a raise.
I was tricked into a job and all I got was false promises.
I just hope it gets better in time, but when I get another job someday it will definatley be a with a smaller company. I think I have at least ten bosses, who have ten other bosses who come in and bark at me and so on and so forth.
The thing that gets me is the promises all the big wigs that I am working for told me.
"oh don't worry you'll catch on quick, your a bright girl"
"your going to get a huge raise and this job will help you climb the ladder"
fuck that I don't want to climb any ladder and I still haven't gotten a raise.
I was tricked into a job and all I got was false promises.
I just hope it gets better in time, but when I get another job someday it will definatley be a with a smaller company. I think I have at least ten bosses, who have ten other bosses who come in and bark at me and so on and so forth.