half a year later
so according to the estimate here about when my last entry was it was 26 weeks ago... that's half a friggin year!
what has changed in the last two entries?
i am no longer with David, but i am with child, that should explain a lot about the entry before this one.
i only have like 6 weeks left too!
yipes!
still working at the cafe, the drs discovered a very large (softball sized) ovarian cyst around the time of the last journal as well, since then it has been successfully removed, and now i have a funky scar running from my pubic bone to my belly button. oh the things i do to make new years memorable.
since David moved out i have had one very lovely roommate who has just recently moved back home to Illinois, and i miss her very much.
i know i won't have the house to myself for too much longer, but right now, the silence and lack of company have me going a little mad, and quite lonely despite the best efforts of my mom and step dad.
hopefully next weekend will be spent painting the other room for minnow (the baby girl currently residing in my tummy) and i will feel a little better about how ready i am for her arrival.
at this point David has decided not to be in our lives, but that seems to change every two weeks or so, but i think i am as ready for single parent hood as i can be this time around. things have been very tricky in regards to him and i, its a constant up and down, and in and out of my life, something part of me misses, but only because i really was in love with the boy, and because it is very hard for me to think of minnow not knowing the other half that made her, oh family, why must you be so important to me?
i dunno what else to write so i will end this here.
Much love to all of you out there.
E
what has changed in the last two entries?
i am no longer with David, but i am with child, that should explain a lot about the entry before this one.
i only have like 6 weeks left too!
yipes!
still working at the cafe, the drs discovered a very large (softball sized) ovarian cyst around the time of the last journal as well, since then it has been successfully removed, and now i have a funky scar running from my pubic bone to my belly button. oh the things i do to make new years memorable.
since David moved out i have had one very lovely roommate who has just recently moved back home to Illinois, and i miss her very much.
i know i won't have the house to myself for too much longer, but right now, the silence and lack of company have me going a little mad, and quite lonely despite the best efforts of my mom and step dad.
hopefully next weekend will be spent painting the other room for minnow (the baby girl currently residing in my tummy) and i will feel a little better about how ready i am for her arrival.
at this point David has decided not to be in our lives, but that seems to change every two weeks or so, but i think i am as ready for single parent hood as i can be this time around. things have been very tricky in regards to him and i, its a constant up and down, and in and out of my life, something part of me misses, but only because i really was in love with the boy, and because it is very hard for me to think of minnow not knowing the other half that made her, oh family, why must you be so important to me?
i dunno what else to write so i will end this here.
Much love to all of you out there.
E